Fucking lycka!
Hey guys. I know you are worried, but I'm alive. No worries. I'm actually pretty darn awesome at the moment. Kind of like so happy that I can't stop smiling. And trust me, it feels good.
Fuck.
150 days left.
Bad news.
Hey guys.. I have some bad news.. We are having some problems over here in england and I won't be able to update my blog the way I usually do. I'll pause everything and when I'm able to blog again I'll tell you all the stories and day challenges that we have missed :) if you feel a need to see what I'm up too everyday we have my tumblr that I'm able to update through my phone :) http://knarkarna.tumblr.com ;) loves you!
Dag 21 – Ett annat ögonblick (Another moment)
Shit. I'm running out of favourite moments. Hum. First I told you about coldplay and the coldplay concert, then about me and Pelle on the bench. I've told you about my summerhouse and about when we swam in people's pools. I've told you about my favourite birthday and about my fight with Josse, Cissi and Lisa. I don't know what to tell.. I am aware of the fact that I haven't told any stories from England (except for my birthday), but they don't feel like memories yet. It feels like I'm still in it and that it's happening right now. So I'll wait with that until I get home ;)
I think this will be a moment from Emmaboda festivalen. Or Turkey. Or my summerhouse (again). Or my basement. Or... Iuno. The 19th of june when Stockholm turned into a big party. You tell me what story you want to hear and I'll tell you :) lovelovelove
I think this will be a moment from Emmaboda festivalen. Or Turkey. Or my summerhouse (again). Or my basement. Or... Iuno. The 19th of june when Stockholm turned into a big party. You tell me what story you want to hear and I'll tell you :) lovelovelove
the sloop
hejhejhej barnen. kom nyss hem från skolan, jag och jas har suttit hela eftermiddagen och exploderat av överexalteradhet och lycka. vi har otroliga idéer för våra fotoprojekt och som sen kommer utvecklas till fritid. BUBBELPLAST <3 sen ska vi snart ut till puben och dricka oss fulla (Y) puss barnen.
hey there "just" got home from school .. Me and jazzy have been spending the afternoon planning epic photography settings and photoshoots. we been exploding off excitement and awesomeness. BUBBLEWRAP AND PAINT <3 and we're soon heading off to the pub to get drunk and have fun (Y) LOVE YOU
Dag 20 – Den här månaden (This month)
This month is the first month of a new year. It's ten months left to my eighteenth birthday. It has got 31 days. In swedish it's called januari and in english January and in french janvier. January has been good so far. I usually think that January is a bit like mondays, because they are like the beginning of the week, but the beginning of a year instead of a week. This month means five months left in England. What else to say about this month? Not much. It's not that special after all, even though it's the beginning of a new year.
Hon den där Carro
You know that scandinavian girl, the one from sweden?.. She lives in England at the moment.. Has got AMASING friends, both there and in Sweden. Well anyways. That girl. She is extremely happy at the moment. Without knowing why. She's just walking around with a big smile no her face thinking about how awesome life can be sometimes.
parents evening
Ibland älskar jag livet i England.. Vi har sånna ögonblick då vi verkligen beter oss som en familj. Vi hade parentsevening ikväll (typ som utvecklingssamtal bara att typ ingen behöver komma..). Alla lärare sitter i gympasalen, de har varsitt litet bord och sen så får man gå runt och leta rätt på sina lärare. mucho underlight och framförallt obehagligt.. hua. Efter att jag blivit prisad av mina lärare skyndade vi oss därifrån, vi åkte till KFC där sue och kev klev ur bilen för att hämta ut pengar och jag och beth satt och dansade till musiken i baksätet. SOFTSHITASSÅ! sen beställde vi mat på drive through, åkte hem, klev ur bilen och tävlade upp till toaletten. Sen satt vi i vardagsrummet framför TVn och åt middag. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmat.
Me and Jasmine are married on facebook and what this car says means wife in swedish. i love my wifey.
Me and Jasmine are married on facebook and what this car says means wife in swedish. i love my wifey.
Sometimes I just LOVE the life in England.. Me and my hostfamily have these moments when we really act like a real family (or, like my swedish family). Parentsevening was tonight.. I hate parentsevening. It's scary. But my teachers love me, so it was okay. When we were done in school we went to KFC and beth and I was sitting in the car dancing to music while Sue and Kev went to take out some money.. And when we came back to the house we all rushed in to go to the toilet. Then we sat down in the frontroom and ate dinner. AWESOME.
More of Katie's pictures
HOW COOL ARE WE?!
jak er en klad hest
HEJ BARNEN! jag är på toppenhumör idag. Typ soft (Y) Har slutat skolan för dagen och sitter hemma i mitt rum i väntan på att dem andra ska sluta :) Efter skolan ska nämligen jag, Fred och Jasmine (och Brandon) titta på kläder.. Vi ska nämligen vara modeller till Jasmines fotoprojekt. Så vi ska kolla på lite fräsiga vintagekläder och dylikt. Det kommer bli fett!
Asså, AMAGAD vad skönt det är att skriva på svenska.. den här bloggen är inte sig själv när jag skriver på engelska.. Så nu får det bli ändring. Dubbelspråkigt tänker jag göra det och sen om jag lider av energibrist (var och varannan timme) så kanske det slutar med engelska inlägg igen ;) SEXX
HI KIDS! I'm like extremely hyperactive and happy today, woopwoop! Awesome (Y) I've finished school and I'm sitting at home waiting for the other dudes to finish so that we can go clothes hunting togetha. Because me, Fred and Brandon are gonna be models for Jasmines photography project ;D So we're going to town to look at some vintage clothes and similar.
Asså, AMAGAD vad skönt det är att skriva på svenska.. den här bloggen är inte sig själv när jag skriver på engelska.. Så nu får det bli ändring. Dubbelspråkigt tänker jag göra det och sen om jag lider av energibrist (var och varannan timme) så kanske det slutar med engelska inlägg igen ;) SEXX
HI KIDS! I'm like extremely hyperactive and happy today, woopwoop! Awesome (Y) I've finished school and I'm sitting at home waiting for the other dudes to finish so that we can go clothes hunting togetha. Because me, Fred and Brandon are gonna be models for Jasmines photography project ;D So we're going to town to look at some vintage clothes and similar.
Dag 19 – Detta ångrar jag (This I regret)
I try my best not to regret things and instead see all the mistakes I make as a lesson. Because you learn from your mistakes, move on and you try not to repeat them. All mistakes and lessons I've made in my past have made me the person I am today, and I must admit tht I kind of like who I am today (without sounding to arrogant). There is one thing I do regret though.
In august 2008 I had an argument with Cissi, Lisa and Josse. It started off as pretty much nothing and ended up in this enormous fight that lasted for at least four months. It was weird, because we always used to be best friends. I've known them since I was six (Josse since like three or four) and they have always been there.. And suddenly they weren't. Josse and I became friends again quite early, after just a week or something. But Cissi, Lisa and I hardly spoke to each other for four months. We are friends again now. But we missed out on those months in our life when all of us seemed to change the most. And since we didn't go through those months together we kind of lost the track of what we used to be like. We have all turned out completely different but I still get along better with them than with any other people. We hardly ever see each other, but when we do it's like going back to when we were ten again. I love it.
What I regret about this fight is that it was so long. That I missed out on so much of their lives and that we're not as close as we used to be. I will always love them though, the irongang. (Yes, we're badass).
Cissi
Lisa
Josse
In august 2008 I had an argument with Cissi, Lisa and Josse. It started off as pretty much nothing and ended up in this enormous fight that lasted for at least four months. It was weird, because we always used to be best friends. I've known them since I was six (Josse since like three or four) and they have always been there.. And suddenly they weren't. Josse and I became friends again quite early, after just a week or something. But Cissi, Lisa and I hardly spoke to each other for four months. We are friends again now. But we missed out on those months in our life when all of us seemed to change the most. And since we didn't go through those months together we kind of lost the track of what we used to be like. We have all turned out completely different but I still get along better with them than with any other people. We hardly ever see each other, but when we do it's like going back to when we were ten again. I love it.
What I regret about this fight is that it was so long. That I missed out on so much of their lives and that we're not as close as we used to be. I will always love them though, the irongang. (Yes, we're badass).
Cissi
Lisa
Josse
Dag 17 – Mitt favoritminne (My favourite memory)
Wow, I've got so many great memories. I don't know which one to choose. I mean, I've already told you about my happiest and sadest moments.. So how about something else.. How about another one of those naked stories?
Remember how I told you that may is a good month and that may was that month when something was always happening. Well that's true. Not only for 2010, but for 2009 as well. May 2009 was the month we went to my summerhouse twice. The first time with Josse, Mucho, Pelle, Adam and Penis.. Then the second time with Isabel, Mucho, Pelle, Adam, Oskar, Fredde, Calle and Penis. The first time was fun, everyone was happy and all of us got tanned and sexxy.. Even though this is a great memory we didn't do anything stupid at all.. So I'll put up a few pictures from the first weekend before I start to tell you the stories from the second time.
we missed our bus because we had to buy ketchup.....
this is how happy they were when we finally got there
Adam - the cow - Behrer
we were out swimming and skinnydipping ;D
and this is kind of what it looks like.. this is the sauna..
and the frontroom/kitchen/diningroom...
CENSURE-ADAMS-RUMPA <3
mucho was so cute!!!!
the story behind this picture is hilarious.
we were outside, in the sun, without clothes, getting a tan, in may.. in Sweden....
Pelle and I decided to go out surfing
the pier
i was still able to do these awesome things in my hair
and yes, this is just what it looks like.
my family eventually arrived after our supercleaning in like 10mins
porrisminen! This my friends is the scariest face i've ever seen. not that mucho is very scary.. but that face. huuuh... it gives me shiver down my spine..
they were cool and JUMPED into the water, WITH THEIR CLOTHES ON. before they decided to do our traditional thing..
<3
we played by the water for hours..
carrohund and kossan adam. <3 modelling you know ;)
did i mention that we took an extreme amount of useless pictures..
we went on a guided tour in the boat
bästisar var vi då. <3
we found an awesome strawberry!
and then we had to leave my little island to go back to the city after a weekend at my summerhouse.
Remember how I told you that may is a good month and that may was that month when something was always happening. Well that's true. Not only for 2010, but for 2009 as well. May 2009 was the month we went to my summerhouse twice. The first time with Josse, Mucho, Pelle, Adam and Penis.. Then the second time with Isabel, Mucho, Pelle, Adam, Oskar, Fredde, Calle and Penis. The first time was fun, everyone was happy and all of us got tanned and sexxy.. Even though this is a great memory we didn't do anything stupid at all.. So I'll put up a few pictures from the first weekend before I start to tell you the stories from the second time.
we missed our bus because we had to buy ketchup.....
this is how happy they were when we finally got there
Adam - the cow - Behrer
we were out swimming and skinnydipping ;D
and this is kind of what it looks like.. this is the sauna..
and the frontroom/kitchen/diningroom...
CENSURE-ADAMS-RUMPA <3
mucho was so cute!!!!
the story behind this picture is hilarious.
we were outside, in the sun, without clothes, getting a tan, in may.. in Sweden....
Pelle and I decided to go out surfing
the pier
i was still able to do these awesome things in my hair
and yes, this is just what it looks like.
my family eventually arrived after our supercleaning in like 10mins
porrisminen! This my friends is the scariest face i've ever seen. not that mucho is very scary.. but that face. huuuh... it gives me shiver down my spine..
they were cool and JUMPED into the water, WITH THEIR CLOTHES ON. before they decided to do our traditional thing..
<3
we played by the water for hours..
carrohund and kossan adam. <3 modelling you know ;)
did i mention that we took an extreme amount of useless pictures..
we went on a guided tour in the boat
bästisar var vi då. <3
we found an awesome strawberry!
and then we had to leave my little island to go back to the city after a weekend at my summerhouse.
okay.. so second time. there were nine of us. five girls and four boys. we had problems getting out to the house this time as well.. but we got there and we just went MENTAL. the first thing that happened was that we all got undressed down to our underwear, don't ask me why.. but it just happened.. and we ate dinner and i don't even remember what we did last night. but i know that we never went to sleep. because pelle was gone in the morning, so Adam, Calle, Oskar and I took almost all the sweets and fizzydrinks and went on an adventure to find her. We found her on the big cliff and I climbed up to her to sit down and chillax for a while.. we ate most of the sweets and the boys drank most of the fizzy drinks.. Suddenly they all started to get undressed..
They were having a competition of who could make most push-ups, but they didn't just do push-ups.. They decided to do them in only pants and socks. So me and Pelle were sitting at the top of the cliff in shorts and bras while they were at the bottom by the water and doing push-ups in the sun at 7am. After filming everything Pelle and I decided to climb down to them, without getting to close.. We stood on a rock next to them and we started to throw cones at them. They got pissed off after a while, so they picked up seaweed from the sea and started throwing at us. We ran away from them.. But they were not far behind. Eventually they gave up and wispered to each other (thinking we didn't hear) "let's run back before them and (swedishword) olla their stuff". they couldn't see us run back, so we ran through the woods while they were running by the water. When we got to out cliff they were already there, all of them completely naked. They had "ollat" our phones and were on their way down.. After a few phonecalls from the guys that were left we went back, the guys took the "beachway" while Pelle and I ran through the forest, it was a competition. So Pelle and I ran through the forest in only shorts, imagine seeing that.. We won. With like half an hour. And when they finally came back Calle had forgot his pants in my neighbours garden. The house were on sale and that must have been a hilarious showing of the house.
My parents came to the island later that day but, just like parents always do, they went to bed before us and we decided to swim and have a nice time in the sauna. It started off quite innocent but after an hour or so the boys came up with the rule "no clothes or no sauna". So there we were; four naked boys and, me and Mucho in shorts, Penis nake under a towel in the sauna. Pelle and Isa didn't want to take their clothes off, so they were sat outside playing guitar. The boys said that "noooo we're not looking at your boobs, promise".. We (girls) got too warm after a while, so we decided to go outside for some fresh air. We were stood outside thinking that the guys couldn't see us since it was dark outside but light in the sauna.. So we had some fun doing yoga and being flexible and cool. we went back in only to hear that they could see "everything". we went back outside to take a swim.. After being in the water for like 5second we stood on the pier just relaxing for a while, then the boy came running.. one by one.. and they jumped into the water.. Calle, OsKar and Fredde ran, jumped, got out of the water and ran back to the sauna.. But Adam.. He ran and screamed "boobies" as he ran past and jumped, got out of the water and screamed "boobies" as he ran past and then ran back towards the sauna.. but he changed his mind and ran back towards the water, screamed "boobies" one last time before he went back to the sauna.. Oh right, you didn't look at our boobs ? ;)
we had an epic journey to my summerhouse, with epic fails as always..... this is our waiting for the taxi fail.
first thing that happened was that we got undressed and started to cook food.
we ate a great dinner and everyone was happy
we hung out all night doing literally nothing useful..
we stayed up all night and night eventually turned day..
the funniest part about this picture is that me and Fredde are in that red house behind Elin&Calle.. we were there with denize but she went up to the big house and me and Fredde decided to pretend like i was giving him a blowjob.. so he was sitting down with his lowe body under the duvet and i was with my head under the duvet.. first Adam came down there and I was moving my head up and down under the duvet to make it look like i was giving him a blowjob. Adam got so shocked when he came in through the door that he just stopped. He stood still for a few mins and then said "I have to check that it's not true!!!". So he looked udner the duvet and discovered me and a fully dressed Fredde..
Next person to come down was Pelle, she was as shocked as Adam. She walked away and when she got up to the other guys she said "Do you know where Carro is? Otherwise she is down there with Fredde giving him a blowjob". We came up a few minutes later with our hair looking like we've had sex and we were just laughing at Pelles reaction. LOVED IT.
we played around while Mucho and Adam were cooking us pyttipanna...
after like two hours of cooking the food was still almost raw.. but mucho and adam couldnt be asked to cook anymore so they gave us the food anyways.. let's just say that everyone wasn't happy about it.
we played with eggs and it ended up like it always does when you play with eggs.. on the floor, on the ground, in my mouth and in Freddes hair. He got for snus for it ;)
we were playing around by the water a few hours before my parents got there and after we had cleand up in the house. Calle had lost his pants so that's why he's all naked ;)
we were dead tired when my parents got there, so we decided to watch a film... and we all fell asleep.
Pelle and I played WILDKIDS. I was Maxime and she was Angus.
Pelle gave us all awesome facepaint faces....
....and then she got one herself.
that night was an eventful night and let's just say that adam got something in his face during his sleep...
and after giving adam his present Calle escaped up to me in my bed..
when adam got to hear the stories the day after he wanted revenge..
and this is how we finish this weekend. with a failed overshare.
They were having a competition of who could make most push-ups, but they didn't just do push-ups.. They decided to do them in only pants and socks. So me and Pelle were sitting at the top of the cliff in shorts and bras while they were at the bottom by the water and doing push-ups in the sun at 7am. After filming everything Pelle and I decided to climb down to them, without getting to close.. We stood on a rock next to them and we started to throw cones at them. They got pissed off after a while, so they picked up seaweed from the sea and started throwing at us. We ran away from them.. But they were not far behind. Eventually they gave up and wispered to each other (thinking we didn't hear) "let's run back before them and (swedishword) olla their stuff". they couldn't see us run back, so we ran through the woods while they were running by the water. When we got to out cliff they were already there, all of them completely naked. They had "ollat" our phones and were on their way down.. After a few phonecalls from the guys that were left we went back, the guys took the "beachway" while Pelle and I ran through the forest, it was a competition. So Pelle and I ran through the forest in only shorts, imagine seeing that.. We won. With like half an hour. And when they finally came back Calle had forgot his pants in my neighbours garden. The house were on sale and that must have been a hilarious showing of the house.
My parents came to the island later that day but, just like parents always do, they went to bed before us and we decided to swim and have a nice time in the sauna. It started off quite innocent but after an hour or so the boys came up with the rule "no clothes or no sauna". So there we were; four naked boys and, me and Mucho in shorts, Penis nake under a towel in the sauna. Pelle and Isa didn't want to take their clothes off, so they were sat outside playing guitar. The boys said that "noooo we're not looking at your boobs, promise".. We (girls) got too warm after a while, so we decided to go outside for some fresh air. We were stood outside thinking that the guys couldn't see us since it was dark outside but light in the sauna.. So we had some fun doing yoga and being flexible and cool. we went back in only to hear that they could see "everything". we went back outside to take a swim.. After being in the water for like 5second we stood on the pier just relaxing for a while, then the boy came running.. one by one.. and they jumped into the water.. Calle, OsKar and Fredde ran, jumped, got out of the water and ran back to the sauna.. But Adam.. He ran and screamed "boobies" as he ran past and jumped, got out of the water and screamed "boobies" as he ran past and then ran back towards the sauna.. but he changed his mind and ran back towards the water, screamed "boobies" one last time before he went back to the sauna.. Oh right, you didn't look at our boobs ? ;)
we had an epic journey to my summerhouse, with epic fails as always..... this is our waiting for the taxi fail.
first thing that happened was that we got undressed and started to cook food.
we ate a great dinner and everyone was happy
we hung out all night doing literally nothing useful..
we stayed up all night and night eventually turned day..
the funniest part about this picture is that me and Fredde are in that red house behind Elin&Calle.. we were there with denize but she went up to the big house and me and Fredde decided to pretend like i was giving him a blowjob.. so he was sitting down with his lowe body under the duvet and i was with my head under the duvet.. first Adam came down there and I was moving my head up and down under the duvet to make it look like i was giving him a blowjob. Adam got so shocked when he came in through the door that he just stopped. He stood still for a few mins and then said "I have to check that it's not true!!!". So he looked udner the duvet and discovered me and a fully dressed Fredde..
Next person to come down was Pelle, she was as shocked as Adam. She walked away and when she got up to the other guys she said "Do you know where Carro is? Otherwise she is down there with Fredde giving him a blowjob". We came up a few minutes later with our hair looking like we've had sex and we were just laughing at Pelles reaction. LOVED IT.
we played around while Mucho and Adam were cooking us pyttipanna...
after like two hours of cooking the food was still almost raw.. but mucho and adam couldnt be asked to cook anymore so they gave us the food anyways.. let's just say that everyone wasn't happy about it.
we played with eggs and it ended up like it always does when you play with eggs.. on the floor, on the ground, in my mouth and in Freddes hair. He got for snus for it ;)
we were playing around by the water a few hours before my parents got there and after we had cleand up in the house. Calle had lost his pants so that's why he's all naked ;)
we were dead tired when my parents got there, so we decided to watch a film... and we all fell asleep.
Pelle and I played WILDKIDS. I was Maxime and she was Angus.
Pelle gave us all awesome facepaint faces....
....and then she got one herself.
that night was an eventful night and let's just say that adam got something in his face during his sleep...
and after giving adam his present Calle escaped up to me in my bed..
when adam got to hear the stories the day after he wanted revenge..
and this is how we finish this weekend. with a failed overshare.
These weekends were legendary.. And considering all the weird stuff that happened during the time people are surprised to hear that 1. my parents were there and never suspected anything and 2. we were sober all the way through it. Definately one of my favourite memories and it still makes me smile when I think about it. WOW. This is not normal Sweden. This is me and my friends. But no matter which one it is, it's still awesome.
omnomnomsdag
I'm not in a cba mood anymore. I've got loads of energy! Had a great day today, woke up dead tired after falling asleep on brandon on skype videocall yesterday.. again.. went to philosophy after that and it was a great lesson.. we (fred, ilyas, ida, hannah, sofie and me) then walked to town, sat down at coffee republic to eat lunch (at half three ^^). Brandon came by for literally one minute to pick up his swedish book ;) we sat there until half five and at that point it was only me and fred left. we walked around in town for a bit before we both went home.
and now im in my room fixing my dayplanners so that they will cover both sweden and england (yes im a genius and i have three calendars; one 2010, one 2010/2011 and one 2011. I am THAT awesome. mehe.
and now im in my room fixing my dayplanners so that they will cover both sweden and england (yes im a genius and i have three calendars; one 2010, one 2010/2011 and one 2011. I am THAT awesome. mehe.
tja
heeeeeeeeey cba.
Dag 18 – Min favoritfödelsedag (My favourite birthday)
Okay number 17 is taking some time, but I'll put it up tomorrow :) or well, today as it is the 19th ;).
My favourite birthday is definately 2010. I might not have been at home celebrating with all my Swedish friends, but I got so much love from everyone. To begin with I was back at "my house" and my hostfamily was back from India. First of all was everyone wishing me a happy birthday on facebook, you can't believe how many who actually wrote on my wall - I was in shock. Then it was my hostfamily giving me presents from India that just made me smile. I got hugs and smiles and people wishing me a happy birthday in school. I spent the afternoon with Hannah, who were distracting me and took me to Hongkong express to get me dinner - best birthdayfood EVER!
Then my birthdayparty and all the amazing surprises waiting for me there. They had actually planned a surprise party for me and that just made me so incrediby happy! Brandon who had told me that he wasn't going to be there was there and "he brought" the best present ever with him - Mucho and Kibby from Sweden. How can you beat that ? It was a great party with music, drinks and being inside for once. My hostfamily was there, some Swedish friends and my English friends. It was great. And on top of that, some of my swedish friends had recorded birthday videos wishing me happy birthday, Fredrik wrote me a song and I got a pair of converse.
My favourite birthday is definately 2010. I might not have been at home celebrating with all my Swedish friends, but I got so much love from everyone. To begin with I was back at "my house" and my hostfamily was back from India. First of all was everyone wishing me a happy birthday on facebook, you can't believe how many who actually wrote on my wall - I was in shock. Then it was my hostfamily giving me presents from India that just made me smile. I got hugs and smiles and people wishing me a happy birthday in school. I spent the afternoon with Hannah, who were distracting me and took me to Hongkong express to get me dinner - best birthdayfood EVER!
Then my birthdayparty and all the amazing surprises waiting for me there. They had actually planned a surprise party for me and that just made me so incrediby happy! Brandon who had told me that he wasn't going to be there was there and "he brought" the best present ever with him - Mucho and Kibby from Sweden. How can you beat that ? It was a great party with music, drinks and being inside for once. My hostfamily was there, some Swedish friends and my English friends. It was great. And on top of that, some of my swedish friends had recorded birthday videos wishing me happy birthday, Fredrik wrote me a song and I got a pair of converse.
WORD.
Tror du at du kommer til å klare å holde kontakten med de "nye" vennene dine?
Åh, det gjør vondt i hjertet hver gang jeg tenker på det. Selvfølgelig kommer vi til å prate masse denne sommeren, og Hannah, Sofie og jeg (og kanskje noen andre, hvem vet) skal til Stockholm for å besøke Carro. Sommeren kommer til å bli fælt. Jeg gruer meg så masse allerede at jeg får en stor klump i halsen. Og hva om to år? Når vi ikke har sett hverandre på to år? Om ti år? Når jeg tenker tilbake på året mitt i England, vil det bare være et vagt minne av noe veldig godt? Kommer jeg til å si til mine barn at jeg hadde et godt år i England for lenge, lenge siden, men at jeg ikke aner hvor de er hen i livet nå? Og jeg vil ikke snakke med vennene mine her om det. Jeg kan jo ikke heller si: Hei dere, vi kommer sikkert ikke til å ha noe kontakt om fem år. Jeg vil ikke tenke på det. Dette er livet mitt nå, jeg kan ikke se for meg noe annet.
From Idas blog.
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SPISDAG
En såndär vardags hjälte.
Me and Fred became close to everyday hereos today. When we were walking through Litten a woman walks up to us and asks if we have a phone that she can borrow to ring an ambulance. We asked what had happened and she said that there is a girl in her twenties sitting on a bench over there with a razor next to her wrist and a puddle of blood between her feet. She didn't dare to walk up to her since she still had the razor next to her wrist. The woman phoned ambulance and we sat there waiting for the phone and the ambulande. Eventually the police walked up to the girl and tried to talk to her, but she didn't reply.. She just sat there, with the razor next to her hand, staring into the air. And after the police came everyone started to gather around her. Stupid people.
En promenad från skolan sådär..
Dag 16 – Min första kyss (My first kiss)
I don't remember my first kiss.
känn på den
I CANT BE ASKED TO WRITE ANYTHING HERE BECAUSE IM NOT IN THE MOOD.
Alice In Wonderland pictures, NOWNOWNOW
Katie is doing alice in wonderland as her final piece for photography, and CaptainFred is the MadHatter, Jasmine is The queen of hearts and I was Alice ;D awesomeness. I'm smoking. I have to run now, because we're going to the pub. YEAY <3
after alice...
I have so much make-up and shit in my hair after the alice in wonderland photoshoot.. It's crazy, and slightly AWESOME ;D
Alice In Wonderland pictures coming SOON
Alice In Wonderland
Dag 15 – Mina drömmar (My dreams)
I'm one of those sad persons that never dream and doesn't have any ambitions, goals or dreams in life.
Dag 14 – Vad hade jag på mig i dag? (What did I wear today?)
I was wearing this... Black jeans, my shirt, pippijumper, knitted black scarf, docmartens, scandobag
black jeans.
shirt
pippijumper
black knitted scarf
docmartens
scandobag
black jeans.
shirt
pippijumper
black knitted scarf
docmartens
scandobag
now YOU have to puzzle this together. ;D
Dag 13 – Den här veckan (This week) - friday's day thing.
I haven't slept enough this week.
FREDAG MED FRED
It's saturday evening and I've got nothing to do. I'm bored shitless so I decided to be nice and pay some attention to my sweet little blog. Yesterday was friday and I don't even remember what I did, I remember having photography but doing nothing useful with Hannah Groves. And I also remember taking the bus to town with Ida and Fred after school. I had a study period between that, I spent it in the library, mostly with Calvin and Fred. It was fun. I also went to the cinema with Fred, Bill, Aiden, Jasmine, Katie, Bekah, Emily, Brandon aaaaand Dale. We went to see Gulliver's travels. I didn't really like it, but I think it's because I just can't stand the actors in the film.. I spent half of the film trying to figure out in what film I had seen the princess before. Hum. And then I had girlsnight with Ida and some drinks, AWESOME is how you spell it..
We have been planning a girlsnight for months now but it just never happens. So yesterday was the day. We got Brandon (ThankyouThankyouThankyou) to buy drinks for us and then we went back to mine and sat in a bed each, in supercosy clothes, with our macbooks, listening to music, eating BRAM, drinking and talking. Around 1am Ida realised that she had forgot her cigarettes at hers, so we decided to take a walk. I was dressed in my jumpsuit and Ida in tights and a jumper, we thought that no one would be out anyways. But what happened, as soon as we step outside the door we run into a group of 10guys waiting for their friends. We stopped and talked with them for a few minutes before Ida said to me in scandinaivan "Carro let's run on three". And so we did.. It was fun. And then we walked to hers and back to mine and we were back around half two. I'm afraid we didn't go to bed until three though. But I had so much fun walking around Newport in my onepiece that I didn't care about sleeping.
We have been planning a girlsnight for months now but it just never happens. So yesterday was the day. We got Brandon (ThankyouThankyouThankyou) to buy drinks for us and then we went back to mine and sat in a bed each, in supercosy clothes, with our macbooks, listening to music, eating BRAM, drinking and talking. Around 1am Ida realised that she had forgot her cigarettes at hers, so we decided to take a walk. I was dressed in my jumpsuit and Ida in tights and a jumper, we thought that no one would be out anyways. But what happened, as soon as we step outside the door we run into a group of 10guys waiting for their friends. We stopped and talked with them for a few minutes before Ida said to me in scandinaivan "Carro let's run on three". And so we did.. It was fun. And then we walked to hers and back to mine and we were back around half two. I'm afraid we didn't go to bed until three though. But I had so much fun walking around Newport in my onepiece that I didn't care about sleeping.
tjänna mannen
hej hej carro pratar på telefonen och jag bara sitter här med mitt nya hår!!!! här kommer en ordlista med norska ord som NI MÅSTE LÄRA TILL JAG KOMMER TIL STOCKHOLM I JULI
svårt - vanskelig
roligt - morsomt
mysigt - koselig
tvätta - vaske
jätte - veldig
ficka - lomme
låda - skuff
förstår - skjønner
ni/er - dere
stökigt - rotete
städa - rydde
nu kan du pröva att översetta:
HEI! jeg heter ida og jeg syns det er litt vanskelig å komme fra norge, for dere svensker skjønner ikke at norsk er kult! jeg må snart vaske rommet mitt, for det er veldig rotete! jeg må rydde i skuffene mine..... det skal bli koselig!!!!
puss älskar er <3
BRANDON!!!!!!!
KOM IGEN. hur cool/söt får man vara? ;D
FNISS
lekaaaaa
facepait just got a thousand times better. SHOWER. now!
facepaint<3
ive spent my afternoon doing this. i fucking love facepaint. bringing it to school tomorrow. (:
MUCHO
du var en av dem som gjorde mitt maj under dem där jobbiga dagarna.
hei
I am so tired and i've been so tired today. went to school in the morning, had psychology and assembly before i went to coffee republic with ida, hannah, zack and ilyas. we sat there for four hours. hannah tought zack dutch, ilyas went home, we talked about everything, sofie came, discussed music and just sat down and relaxed for a few hours. Then I went home, ate dinner, realised how fun my blog was in may and how much better it is in swedish.. We have to do somethign about it! YEAY. uhmuhmuhm. hey.
anything you want from this blog? if someone feels like expression their love (hate) to the blog or just ask some cool questions, give me some comments and I'll give you anything you want. (pÅrr)
May 2010
Valborg, bad days, Overdose of Chuck, amasing friends, BENANDJERRYS WICH ICECREAM (seriöst, den hade jag glömt bort. SKICKA PÅ POSTEN) <3, started to use skype, läroverksfejden, Carlie's birthday, Pelsa's birthday, ElinMolly's birthday, farmors birthday, Adam and Robert Pattinson's birthday, missed 2009, Chibbi's birthday, found centralskolan and spent lot's of time with discussing what love is, discovered that research have shown that monday and tuesdays have the best weather of the week while weekends have the worst.. stupid science, went orienting in the cold, cut a fringe, le grande finale of läroverksfejden and östra won <3, studied to my maths exam with female fred at my summerhouse one weekend, FKB, went to the dentist, went to Sweden's BEST zoo kolmården and it was the best fucking event of the year, it was my name day, we got drunk in the playground that belongs to my primary school, studied way to much, bought new clothes, I GOT MY HOSTFAMILY, Fredrik and Joanna broke up, mum got her ipad, VIVODAGEN<3, Carlie disappeared one night in rålis, random party with random people in a random apartment til 5am and theatre with school the day after.
centralskolan<3<333<3<33<<3<3<3<3
bad days..
watching chuck, pretending to be chuck and turn ninja
ben&jerrys wich
my hair was so long
I stole my sisters guitar, because it was cool
I was well cool in my dads had while spending too much time infront of photo booth
cut a fringe
studied with female fred at my summerhouse
"studied maths", this was the night before my exam
went to kolmården!
KLADDKAKA<3 (messycake)
spent time in school with my family
hung out with my second cousin, and got my hostfamily<3
party til 5am - day after on our way to theatre and shakespear
chemistry<3
getting drunk with primary school memories.
schoolspirit, a tube that was bouncing up and down because we were jumping in it, supporting school team, WINNING LÄROVERKSFEJDEN <3 best day!!!!!!!
May was an amasing month. May is always great. It was both 2009 and 2010. Wow, so many things happened and even though I had some bad days in the beginning it all turned out perfectly. I'm looking forward to may 2011.Dag 12 – I min handväska (In my handbag)
Well. I left the concept of a handbag a few years ago (lieslieslies, all these lies). I don't ever need a handbag, for school to put my schoolwork in, yes, but that's it. I just put lot's of shit in my bag to make it look full.. Some things that I always carry around, whether I have a bag or not, are my keys, phone, headphones, wallet, emergency kit (plasters, pills, hairbands, etc.), disposable camera and and and lipthingie.
d
MURGH för alla oss som inte orkar gå igenom hela psykologikursen över en kväll ^^ ME HATES HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just got off skype with my mum and my two sisters. It was a very interesting call, we talked about this book about Sweden that my mum is sending my friends (här är det minsann inte jag som får grejer) and she is also sending MY CONVERSES :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D me so happy. nu ska jag dö.
mucho <3
I LOVE THAT WE ARE SUCH APPLE FREAKS <3
trött
effort. seriously, it was too much effort to take those pictures. AMAGAD /tired. I might die from tiredness and I have to do psychology homework tonight. If not I might die. You know. Teachers don't like when you ignore schoolwork.
I'm kinda evil
I'm back. And I feel awesome, had a great time in the rain and I picked up some of my pictures from one of the disposable cameras. They didn't come out great, I must admit, but they were okay. And it is so much fun to get them back, cuz you forget all these awesome things that you've done and when you get the pictures you're like "AMAGAD I toooootally forgot that!!!!!!! IT WAS SOOOOO GREAT!" kind of. Back to Ida's christmas present..... . . . .. . . . ... ... .. MOAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAa
Det regnar fan...
I was running around in my room, trying to get ready for school and my philosophy lesson when Hannah texted me saying "no philosophy! Xx" I smiled, put on some clothes and went back to bed. Unfortunately my back and stomach was hurting too much for me to be able to stay in bed, so I put on my converse, a leather jacket, grabbed my headphones in one hand, an umbrella in the second and my disposable cameras in the third and ran outside to the rain for a walk and some photography work. I'm now back to pick up some money for my pictures and I'll be off again in a second. So if you want to see my sing and dance around in the rain, now is the right time to run off to medina avenue ;) LOVES YOU
omnomnomsdag
YESTERDAYS PICTURE SINCE I'M NOT PROPERLY DRESSED
heyheyhey, just woke up (about an hour ago) and I'm spending my morning studying philosophy and I'm adding the finish touch to Ida's present.. But I just realised one thing sweetheart and that is that you can't have it yet, I'm sorry about this.. And it is a little story behind it, so I don't really know when you can have it. Because I want it to be perfect and it's not, yet. But it will be.. If you have patience with me and can wait for a little while. I promise that you'll get it in january. PROMISE <3
Dag 11 – Mina syskon (My siblings)
I have two of them, sisters. One that is 15 years old and one that is 10 years old. The oldest one is Charlotta and the younger one is Christina (yes all our names begin with C, my mum's name begins with A and my dad's name begins with B.. And my dog's name with D. Did I mention that this is all a coincidence..?)
Christina
Charlotta
We usually don't get along.. Like at all. But since I've moved to England we've become better friends and we don't fight as much.. Maybe because we don't speak as often.. But we didn't have a single fight or argument when I was at home, and I suppose that is a good thing. I do love them though.. It would be empty to live in a family without siblings, so I'm happy that I've got them.
SPISDAG
SCHOOL was kind of awesome. had a great time during photograhpy with Hannah Groves. We were sketching pictures of eachother and they turned out GREAT! hehe. they were truly awesome. and then after photography I went to town, bought pills for my back, went round sofies to say hi and give fred toystory one in swedish, went round idas to give her a hug and then went back to town to buy toystory 3 and take the bus to brandons. I went to brandons and we watched toystory 3. it was awesome and i cried at the end. I'VE FINALLY SEEN IT ! and i loved it. and it is awesome, and i will forever hate brightpink teddybears. hehe. and we ate food, like pizza. and it was good.. even though i usually don't like pizza.
Dag 10 – Det här hade jag på mig i dag (This is what I've been wearing today) VOL.2
and doc martens, leather jacket, brown leather bag.
FEST
NU SKA JAG TILL SKOLAN !
Dag 10 – Det här hade jag på mig i dag (This is what I've been wearing today)
Well at the moment I'm in my pyjamas.. Because it's 2am over here, and I usually don't get dressed for bed. I wear my pyjamas.. So I have to repost this post later today, more like after school and after I've actually been wearing some clothes. TIME FOR BED <3
fantastiskt.
England is grey today
Hey, just got home from a day in school. I've been dead tired all day since I only got two hours of sleep. So I think that tonight will be an early night. Or that's what I'm planning on doing, going to sleep early. But we all know me and it's probably gonna end in me just watching films until stupid.am, oh well.. Why change a bad habit?
Dag 09 - Min tro (My beliefs)
I think this is where you are supposed to write about your beliefs in god if you have any. But I don't have any. I don't believe in god at all. I don't think I have anything specific that I believe in, I belive in life and living it after how you learn. I kind of believe in faith and destiny. Because just one person can affect so many other peoples lives and that it actually ends up the way it does is most of the time one chance in a million, the fact that things actually happens makes me think that faith and destiny do exist.
I love the fact that one person can affect so many peoples lives by just existing and living their own life. I think it is so cool that I've affected so many peoples lives by just going to England for a year, at the same time as there are lot's of people in the world that have no idea who I am or doesn't even know I exist.
traveller's joy <3
the pubquiz was great as always, and we didn't lose this time.. For once. I mean, we are great and everything.. But for some reason we're always wrong and come last at the pubquiz. We were wrong this time as well, but we weren't the worse once. My hostfamily came in last, SCORE! now is the time to study..
Pub quiz
I'm finally getting ready for tonights pubquiz, I haven't written a single word on my essay so I suppose I have to take care of that when I get home. Superstudymode or something. My back is still killing me and it even hurts a bit in my stomach.. Hum, hard to explain.. But I suppose that it will get better when I'm not only sitting still on a chair. Oh well, I'll speak to you later.
Dag 08 – Ett ögonblick (One moment)
I will now tell you about two moments, even though it says one. First of all, another very happy moment.
I think it was in 2009, during the summer or if it was easter.. I can't remember. Me, Mucho, Pelle and Isa were all staying at Muchos for a few days. Since she was all alone at home (or alone with her father). Anyways. We stayed there for a couple of days, and one day we had some friends over for "drinks". When everyone had gone home, it was only the four of us and Wilmer left. Me and Pelle decided to follow him home, so that he wouldn't have to walk alone. It wasn't a very long walk but we ended up sitting in brålunden (a childrens playground) for a while. We sat there talking for about an hour before we went by his house and then back towards Muchos. When we were about two minutes away from her house we sat down on a bench and started talking about death and happiness and love and all these important things in life. And it was there, when I was sitting with Pelle on a bench outside at two am in the morning in only tshirt and shorts discussing life and everything that comes with it, I realised that I was happy. Life wasn't perfect, whatever that is, but I was happy and I felt that nothing had to change. That was a brilliant moment.
The unhappiest moment of my life is one of those that shouldn't be mentioned with names. Because not many people know about it. Especially not the people that are involved. I'll give you the short version and then hide under the duvet, because I really don't want any questions about it.
There was this guy that I liked, I didn't think of it too much since we were friends and I didn't want to ruin anything between us, so I never told him how I felt. One day, one of these awful days when everything seemed to go wrong, I was at home after having a really bad day. Sitting in my window and listening to cars and people passing by, just like I always do when I feel bad or need to think. After sitting there for a while I heard someone walking by, one of them was the guy I liked and the other one was my friend. They were talking, my friend was upset, he was complaining about how the guy I liked always got the girls he wanted and that it was unfair. At that moment I understood exactly what had happened. I just sat there pretending like I didn't care. Until he rang me. He rang me and he was so happy. "I kissed her Carro, I kissed her". I could hear him smile through the phone and while I was trying to hold back my tears, I smiled as if he could see me and said "Wow, that's great! I'm so happy for you!" He told me that he had to go to bed and that we should speak again tomorrow. Off course, I said, I can't wait to hear everything. We said goodbye and goodnight and the second we hung up I started crying. It wasn't just one or two tears, I cried myself to sleep and when I woke up my eyes were still wet from crying, so was my pillow and I couldn't understand why. Then it all came back to me, and that smile I woke up with disappeared. That was the moment I realised that I was in love with him.
Two moments, I will always remember these two. No matter what.
woohpopopo
sundayyyyy. i'm usually majorly depressed on sundays but not to day (the sundayness have probably not hit me yet). My back is killing me, I'm tired and I really have to study.. But I don't have any sunday depression (Y). drinking a cup of tea at the moment, eating some chocolate.. i really want to go to the toilet, but i'm helpign freddi to get rid of some perv !
SWIMMING IN POOLS
seriously, the best part of the night before the best day of my life:
It basically says "Haha coldplay was wonderful, except for that i had to be alone during most of it :(. But the day before, haha! fuck never in my life have i been so scared, when the taxi came and whe had to hide and i hid next to the garage door and the guy that got out of the taxi went inside through that door and i was standing pressed against the wall and holding my breathe. Och when we were supposed to swim in the pools, I don't think I dared to jump in any time. Haha"
Me, Pelle and Mucho went swimming in other peoples pools one of the nights in august after (or before) schoool started. It was such a random idea. I think it all started when Jesper jumped into a pool where we were having our picnic and we jumped in and did the same thing after him. Then we ran back to mine and to my basement where all three of us were staying. We thought that it was so much fun that we should do it again, so we waited until it got dark and then we went outside, in only underwear, hoodies and slippers, ran around and found houses with pools and swam in them. IT WAS AWESOME. A few days later me, Pelle and Penis were staying at mine. It was the day before the coldplay concert and we decided to do it again, so we put the slippers on, took of our clothes and went outside. We ran around and swam and bumped into a taxi and that's when that happened (upupup). The first time we gave directions to some tourists while standing in our underwear on the sidewalk and the second time Penis was standing pressed against the wall, holding her breathe while a guy was walking in through the door next to her. I fucking love these stories.
damn you auto correct <3
seriously, no hannah you're not pathetic. i'm sitting in my room laughing to this all by myself.
Dag 07 – Min bästa vän (My best friend)
And this is where I am supposed to choose one friend, one best friend out of all my favourites that mean everything to me. And I could say that it would be hard, because I love them just as much. But even though they are all important to me, there is always one that comes first. Mucho. I suppose it is like that for everyone, we have an amount of friens that we love and can't survive without. But there is always that special someone.. Like Freddi and Alexandra, Kibby and Dessie, Sofi and Nina, Cissi and Lilly, Sofia and Lovisa, Lovisa and Steffi... You see where I'm going ?
I don't always see Mucho that often when I live in Sweden. Because we go to different schools, we always have lot's of work to do and we also have other friends to hang out with. But it doesn't matter. Because I know that she is always there. It doesn't matter if I haven't seen her in a couple of months, as soon as I see her everything is just like it was the last time we saw each other. And it sucks that when I'm here I can't just pick up my phone and ring her or text her whenever. Because that's what I do all the time when I'm home. If I walk past something or someone that reminds me of a memory I have with Mucho, I text or ring her and we have a good laugh. It's incredible how things like that manage to cheer me up. And I have so many great memories with her. She might not be my oldest friend or the friend I see the most, but she is definitely my best friend. (YES THE PICTURE OF MY BUM IS NECESSARY)
formspring, tumblr, msn.....
just like all the other exchange students, i have become very english and cool. the first page i open up when i go on internet will always be facebook, but i don't go to bloglovin as the second anymore.. now it's tumblr and formspring and i have started using msn again (like in september, but still). i've started to use all these websites and expressions, i mean, i'm well cool. and i was thinking that since im spending tonight at home i want something to do, and questions on formspring is PERFECT and awesome entertainment.
food <3
YESTERDAY WAS GREAT. we went to hongkong express, went drinking and brandon stayed here over the night. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmvadmysdetvar. nä men nu är jag glad. anyways. stayed in bed until like four today when me and brandon walked into town so that he could go home and so that i could give ida a hug. today is saturday and im gonna spend it at home (if no one rings me before 20.00) and studystudystudy. cuz i love to study. byebyebye
TONIGHT
tonight is going to be a good night, it has to be. i want it to be. the greatness will start at six o'clock when we're meeting up at hongkong express to eat dinner. the after dinner i'm going across the road to bekahs for drinks and films (Y) epicness. gaah i can't wait. at the moment it's just rainining and i'm sitting at home wrapping ida's and hannah's presents. i'm trying to do it in a way that they won't be able to guess what it is before they have opened it. it doesn't work.
miss numnumnumnum. nä sunderland var det idag.
Heyheyheya, I have some awesome ideas for my photography now. First the project that we're doing now. My "theme" is converse and my idea was to follow a pair of converses wherever they go one day, but only take pictures of the shoes and what they are standing on, like the floor of the bus and so on. Miss loved the idea and also extended it by thinking about how you could edit the photos, and also said that we should ask all the students in school to get their converses in and line them up in a looooong line and then take pictures of it. BECAUSE IT'S EPIC! i loved the idea. I'm gonna do it.
My ideas for the final project and our exam were 1. to write on some friends or just paint on them in black and take lot's of pictures of it, because it's cool. 2. to take pictures of all these different signs and notes that you randomly bump into, not like the McDonalds sign but like "No parking" signs and those kind of signs. I thought it was a cool idea. I'm cool.
Wait if I'm cool and I want a cool idea.. I SHOULD JUST TAKE PICTURES OF MYSELF.
photo booth<3
word.
det var precis så fucking fantastiskt.
Dag 06 – Min dag (My day)
The best day of my life. It was the 22nd of august 2009. I don't remember what I was doing the night before (I think it migh have been swimming in random peoples pools) but I remember wasting half of the day by sleeping and when we eventually woke up, we went straight to Stockholm stadion because it was a coldplay concert in Stockholm. The coldplay concert. I went there with Mucho, Penis, Adam, Calle, Pelle and some other friends. It was by far the best night in my life. I've never been as happy as I was at that time. Standing in the audience listening to one of the best bands in the world with people that I loved and still love, I can't describe that feeling. I was crying from happiness and I had a smile on my face that no one could wipe off.
I've had many great and incredible days where I've been so extremely happy and felt so loved, but nothing has ever come close to this. I don't know why, after all some people might think that it was "just a concert", but too me it was so much more.
hate you.
två ord
två ord och det där hålet är tillbaka i magen igen
jag tror inte du förstår hur rädd jag är för dem orden
dem skrämmer livet ur mig
SEXX
FUCKING MADE MY DAY.
mucho. i love you.
takk ida
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(/) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart - and that is..?
( ) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
(/) Been in a Mosh Pit
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
(x) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
( ) Felt like you were dying (from physical pain)
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
(x) Crashed A Party - 60year olds party, hell yeah!
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge - not a big one though
(x) Screamed “Penis” or “Vagina”
( ) Swam With Dolphins
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel - it didnt work
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies alone.
( ) Believe In Ghosts
(xxxxxxxxxxxx) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - i was in on it though
(x) Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(/) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one - as a joke, yes been asked
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone - boobies <3
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone’s Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
PICTURES
love my christmaspresent from hannah !
during that great time at coffee republic yesterday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIEEEEE!!!!!!!! most awesome cake ever. siriously. caterpillar cake <3
FOOD
today is katies birthday!!!!!!! she turns eightteen and im JEALOUS. it has been a great day.. woke up a bit too late but everything worked out fine and we celebrated katie during lunch. and i sat down with her, jasmine and bekah during my study period singing to "this is the world we live in" and looking at shoes. it was fun. and i met up with ida and hannah after school and now im here. tired as hell, waiting for my hostdad to come back with takeout (Y). pictures will be up soon. :)
Dag 05 – Vad är kärlek? (What is love?)
När det bubblar i kroppen som en kolsyrad dricka, När du fnissar som en liten flicka
När man känner något man can't deny, when the eagles fly over mountain high
När all oro är som bortblåst och förvunnen, när simba återvänder i lejonkungen
När man bara drar replik för att slippa krångla, min pappa är rik vill du hångla?
Om man spärrar upp sina ögon och man tittar bak med huvudet ut då ser man galen ut!
Det hör egentligen inte hit å höra, det är bara en grej man kan göra
När jag dansat med Elin en sommarnatt lång och vi satt på en parkbänk, jag var kär hon drack rom
När Elin sa att jag var den vackraste som finns, såg in i mina ögon och kräktes på mina jeans
Våga styr som en kapten, våga fall som ett löv,våga chansa och se hur det går.
Vad är fegt, vad är mod, what is love [löv]? Baby, don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more.
Från en afton som doftar lite YMCA, TACK ----- ni är kärlek för mig!
boredom
FUCK YEAH, stealing this from hannah
Get to know me
[/] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have many scars.
[/] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo. - fuck yeah. i like my rubbit (Y)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I’ve had/have braces.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
Embarrassment
[x ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something. - the other hand… (Y)
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
Health
[x ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[x] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken po.
Travelling
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.
[x] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
Eperiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[/] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[/] I’ve been in a musical. - lighting supervisor , fuck yeah
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[?] I’ve ridden in a tai.
Relationships
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I don’t believe in love
Honesty / Crime
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[/] I hate funerals. - I wouldn’t know.. I’ve never been to one.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[/] I own something I got on E-Bay. - does swedish E-bay count ?
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[/] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] Don’t kill bugs/don’t like to
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[ ] I bake well. - I’m a mess when it comes to cooking and baking
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school. - i sleep in only panties, i’m not allowed
[ ] I like Martha Stewart. - Martha Stewart ?
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXX] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[/] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest
PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[/] call me fat - they do it as a joke, or at least that’s what they say…………
[x] say I’m skinny - some people do, and i just think it’s stupid. cuz i’m not.
[ ] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me - not that i know offffffffff
[ ] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[ ] wish I’d eat more
[ ] don’t know I’m/have been anorexic/bulimic
FAMILY -
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[/] I’ve run away from home. - I was a kid and it lasted for a few hours..
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.
RELATIONSHIPS -
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[/] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[/] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[/] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
SEXUALITY -
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
BAD TIMES -
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[/] I can’t swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset. .
[ ] I am / have been anoreic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I am / have been addicted to self harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[ ] I’m at my thinnest
[ ] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[ ] I weigh myself daily
[/] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[/] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[ ] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[/] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spat food out
[ ] I’ve taken diet pills
[ ] I’ve used laxatives
[ ] I’ve purged
[ ] I exercise
[ ] I exercise so I can eat
[ ] I work out secretly
[ ] I work out daily
[ ] I exercise to counteract eating
[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion
I’VE DONE -
[ ] Weed
[ ] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[ ] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other
[ ] I keep my eating habits a secret
[ ] I have a diet blog
[ ] I look at thinspox
[ ] I collect thinspox
[x] I’m doing this for me
[ ] I’m doing this for someone
[ ] I’m doing this to prove myself
januarifebruarimarsaprilmajjunijuliaugustiseptmberoktobernovemberdecember
i realised that i have forgotten all about the monthly thing.. i have to start doing that again, it was fun. mehe. i just have to get all my homeworks done -.-
coffee republic makes a good chailatte
since the day was a sucky day we decided to skip school and hang out at coffee republic instead, wise choice. I met Ida at coffee republic and after just a few minutes Ilyas and Hannah joined us. We sat there for a while before Victor randomly stumbled in. We sat there talking about everything, drinking tea and just having a nice time. Then James and Brandon showed up around half two and sat down with us. The group was now as big as it was gonna be, because Hannah, Ilyas, James and Ida left short after that... But it didn't take long before Rob, Massi, Dale and Peter showed up instead. They also dropped off one by one until it was only me, Brandon and Dale left. We stayed there until five when they took their bus home and I walked home.
Sitting there at the café instead of studying and instead of being in school really cheered me up. I was really happy, laughed and smiled for a few hours. But now I feel like shit again. Not PMS, but some people just get to me sometimes. UÄH. I'm back in the UÄH mode. woopwoop ^^
It's now time to study psychology.
(N)
jag ska ta min jävla dator,
sätta mig på något jävla café,
skriva på min jävla uppsats
och vara på jävligt dåligt humör. UÄH.
one of those days.
UÄH
uäh, är så sjukt jävla likgiltig för tillfället.. är lixom inte nere eller glad, inte trött eller pigg, inte hungrig eller mätt, inte arg eller lugn, inte ditt inte datt, inte upp inte ner, inte fram inte tillbaka.. jag känner mig typ tom med ett uns av orolig. UÄH. nu ska jag gå och äta. för att ha något att göra.
Dag 04 – Det här åt jag i dag (This is what I have eaten today)
I can now choose between being honest or pretend to be healthy. I'll go with honest. I've eaten; for brunch - two slices of bread with ham on them, for mellanmål - some skumtomtar at freds, for dinner - a potato at bradnons, for latedinner - double cheeseburger and chips and some prawncrackers.
dojgoishdggggggg
today has been a busy day. first school and photography, then i went around freds to give him the swedishlessons christmas present and i ended up staying there for an hour or two before i went to brandon to give him his christmas presents and watch some english tvshow :) then i had to go home and get some shampoo and soap on the way, because i ran out of mine :( and well.. yeah. iuno. i just had things to do all the time and i am supposed to sit here and study but i just cant be asked to do it. because im not in the mood and i feel sick, as in sicksick not sickill.
Toy story <3<3<3<3<3<3
hiiiiiiii. im happy i just woke up. or no thats a lie. been up for an hour. lol. anyways. i've just counted all my toystory studd and jisses.. its ALOT. i mean.. seriously.
a buzz lightyear toy, toy story one and toy story two on dvd, a toy story alarm clock, a toy story folder for my school work, a toy story watch with changeable cover, toy story pins, a toy story mug, a toy story computer mouse and mouse mat (?), a toy story towel, a toy story balloon, a toy story "my first little library", toy story stickers, toy story chocolate, most of the toy story characters as miniatures and i have probably forgotten something now.
im such a geek. i love it.
Dag 03 – Mina föräldrar
My mum and my dad. Annica and Bosse, or Annika and Bo which are their actual names. My mum is 30 years older than me and my dad is 33 years older than me. I’m not really close to my parents. Not at all actually. I don’t tell them things about my life. I don’t know why really, I suppose I just don’t think that they should know, because it’s none of their business.
And since I’m in England for a year I don’t see them that often, but after four months abroad I’ve realised that it has only brought us closer. At least me and my mum. I don’t tell them more than I used to, but we don’t argue as much either. Me and my mum used to fight all the time and for some reason me being away from home has stopped the fighting.
I really don’t know what to write about my parents. My mum has become one of those stereotypical “Latte mammor” (Café Latte mums, swedish expression), which I don’t particularly like. My dad is still himself, spends most of his spare time in front of the TV or playing tennis. This is really unfair, and exaggerated a thousand times. But parents are boring once they grow up, unless they’re drunk or in the mood for shopping, so I don’t know what else to write. My parents used to be cool though. Really cool.
this is pretty much what my day looked like
april 2010
i went to egypt and when i lived with mucho when i came home. my theatre group helped the year above us with their production of mean girls. rickard had a costume party with the theme "wrong", and it was awesome. had another day off from school. we had a picnic in my basement because it was raining outside. we found the kleiner hai video on youtube and got afraid of germans. went to battle of the bands and discovered dalai duchess. went out (as in outside) drinking with my class for the first time that year and carldavid stayed at mine. i went to see the last bounce, which was kind of awesome and fantastic and a whole lot of grrrrreat. carlie came back to school one day to play footbal with us. my school came in second place in läroverksfejden after the aestetic part and it was so much fun. built my new bed. i bought my longboard. i fucking loved the spring. me and mucho watched armand mirpour perform live.
and this is how that looked :
march 2010
twilight eclipse trailer came out, i went back to being a twilightgeek again. i saw the hyd film and got panicattacks and felt like shit because it was over. i was going against the fudging winter by dressing in leather jacket and no scarves when the rest of sweden walked around in coats. i came home from the alps once again. i watched alice in wonderland with freddi. mucho came home from egypt. it was my mums, sofias and josefines birthday. me and sofi came up with the story of my life, coded offcourse.
and it looked a little bit like this:
Hong Kong Express
me and ida realised that we are hungry so, HONGKONG EXPRESS NEXT !
Dag 02 - min första kärlek (my first love)
this one's gonna be easy, i've never been in love.
hej mitt namn är ida.
im sitting here in idas house, in idas tshirt and jumper and socks, pretending to be her. because she is awesome.
bästis <3
fuck ive missed her. she is wonderful and incredible and everything that comes with it.
PUB
heyheyhey! im at idas at the moment and im gonna stay here over the night :) had a great time at the pub with fred, brandon, ida, aiden, jasmine, bill and joe. we lost, as usual, but we had a great time and some of the questions were a bit swedish.. awesome. and it is great to have ida back on the island.. i cant really explain but it feels a whole lot safer having her here :P but we're gonna have some cozy time and girltalk and all thats included in a sleepover (no not pillowfights.)
PUB SUNDAY
and now we're heading for the pub.
SKYPE
okay im gonna go meet my scandinavian twin soon, fuck i've missed. so i can only type this quickly.
everyone who hasen't got it yet, GO GET SKYPE! now. or i'll kill you.
february 2010
i had a day off from school. i watched adams band and oscar play at café 44. i bought my pippitröja and lived in it. sofi and cissi had their birthdays. i was on TV. me and mucho had a japanese tea ceremony. too much homeworks and tests throughout all of february. we went to romme with school. i got a bruise on my knee. it was valentines day (fucking hate that day). we celebrated cissis birthday with a party and we gave her an awesome birthday present. sl stopped working because of the snow. we got vitaminwater for free from school. we loved fronter. i bought two pairs of high heels to cheer myself up.
and it all ended up looking like this :
this picture is funny.
i bought my pippijumoper and lived in it.
we went skiing in romme.
i got a bruise from falling through my chair when i was about to sit down on it.
we were celebrating cissis birthday and it was an awesome evening.
sl stopped working so me and freddi had to walk to alvik over the tranebergsbridge and i was very happy that i had my jumper. because it was freezing.
one part of cissis birhtdaypresent. a poem and around it pictures that reminds her of us and us of her.
nice assssssss
min fina muchoman. <3
you should like my bum. here, do it on facebook:
carros bum
i was happy.
and we played in the snow.
and then i got sad for some reason, so mucho had to comfort me.
borta bra men hemma bäst
two pictures from one morning at home, breakfast with me and mucho and freddi.
january 2010.
i spent the first days of 2010 in the alps but when i came home i stayed in sweden.. for a while. i practically lived with sofi and anton. i went to östra, with the best class you could possibly have, N1E. i was listening a lot to paolo nutini. i was ill, which happens like once a year. it was pÅrr all the time. i lived at sandys. i helped with the school musical production of RENT. i was a japanese freak with mucho. people thought that me, sofi and anton had a threesome relationship, we had a lot of fun with this knowledge. i had six active blogs at that time. i was watching hyd. i got the pictures from my first singleuse camera.
and it all looked a little bit like this:
the alps with my family and lisas family. awesome
som sagt, i was spending my days with these two.
and it was cold and january and we took a walk on the ice.
pÅrr. and i started my condom collection. 
i was ill...... and i hated it
but i got better and came back to school to see these sweet things.
i had many bad days.....
... but mucho always managed to cheer me up
i bought and lived in this top
i loved photo booth.
drank to many cups of tea
overused my hängslebyxor
was obsessed with rent
once again, loved photo booth.
woke up too early too be human.
played a whole lot of theatre.
words that was spinning around in my mind.
Dag 01 – Om mig (about me)
okay, this is so hard. to write about yourself. i mean, i don't really know who i am... i'll type this in swedish. and if i feel like it i'll translate.
om mig. jag är väl en sånhär lagom stereotypisk svensk tonårs tjej. eller det är vad jag tror i alla fall. jag är väl en glad och trevlig tjej i mina bästa år. jag älskar faktiskt tonåren. jag älskar att vara lite för liten för att få gå ut och dricka var jag vill och att vara lite för stor för att kunna skylla ifrån sig på alla andra. personlighets mässigt så är jag väl alldeles för naiv, odömande, "försöker se det bästa i alla", alltid vara till lags.. men samtidigt väldigt bestämd och tål inte hur mycket skit som helst. det här kommer bli väldigt mycket babblande och det kommer komma ut som en helflummig text. men jag försöker. jag är oftast glad, mesta dels. jag föredrar att vara glad, det gör allt så mycket enklare. jag älskar att le och skratta, sen älskar jag mina vänner. jag är beroende av dem och jag vet inte hur jag skulle leva utan dem. jag vet att många inte förstår konceptet "bästa vänner" och att en del inte tycker det är möjligt att berätta allt för någon. men om inte jag hade haft mina bästa vännre som jag kan berätta allt för då hade jag gått omkring och mått skit hela tiden. för jag har nämligen väldigt svårt för att bestämma mig och ta beslut. beslutsångest är mitt andra namn och jag själv tror att det beror på att jag inte vill göra någon besviken, men vi alla kan ju ha våra teorier om det.
jag skulle också säga att jag är ganska så töntig, på ett sådär lagom cool på samma gång. jag menar, jag älskar toystory, enhörningar, regnbågar och allt sånt där lagom töntigt. men jag känner mig också rätt så cool i hur jag klär mig, beter mig och lever. jag menar, hur många vågar åka till england ett år utan att känna någon? gör inte det mig ganska cool? jag vågade ju då egentligen inte. men efter ett tag hade det gått så långt att jag kunde ju inte bara ändra mig, hur mycket jag än ville. nu idag är jag väl sjukt jävla fantastiskt glad över att jag åkte till england. för shit vad mycket man fått uppleva och lära sig. jag har blivit ännu mer öppen och välkomnande än jag var innan, mindre dömande och mer självsäker och nöjd med mig själv. jag har lärt mig att jag är tillräcklig utan allt jag har hemma. jag kan gå omkring och vara mig till hundra procent och att folk fortfarande tycker om mig. sen kan jag komma på mig själv under dåliga dagar att tänka "nej dem luras bara, dem tycker egentligen inte om mig. allt är ett spel för att såra mig rejält". sen inser jag att "vafan, då har jag i alla fall varit jävligt lycklig under tiden". haha. nä men för att summera ihop allt detta mummel.
jag är en tjej med alldeles för många personlighetsdrag för att orka skriva ner dem här som faktiskt älskar livet, trots att det har sina upp och ner gångar. jag trivs rätt så bra med mig själv nu, trots att det har varit väldigt svårt tidigare. jag älskar mina vänner och jag älskar min familj, och jag älskar kärlek och allt som är vackert. sen så har jag väl missat halva mig i den här lilla "om mig"-delen, men försök beskriva dig själv med ord utan att skriva en bok och utan att låta för självgod eller för negativ. om ni vill veta vem jag verkligen är så kan nu fråga alla dem där små söta vännerna jag har, om dem så är svenska eller av annan nationalitet.
and to translate this. if you actually want to know who i am get to know me or ask my friends, because it's extremely hard to write about yourself without sounding negative or arrogant. woopwoop (and i kwow that that wasn't even half of what i actually wrote, but i can't be asked to translate it. so i'll give that job to young mr google translate).
another 30 day challenge
this time in swedish, but i'll translate.
Dag 01 – Om mig
Dag 02 – Min första kärlek
Dag 03 – Mina föräldrar
Dag 04 – Det här åt jag i dag
Dag 05 – Vad är kärlek?
Dag 06 – Min dag
Dag 07 – Min bästa vän
Dag 08 – Ett ögonblick
Dag 09 – Min tro
Dag 10 – Det här hade jag på mig i dag
Dag 11 – Mina syskon
Dag 12 – I min handväska
Dag 13 – Den här veckan
Dag 14 – Vad hade jag på mig i dag?
Dag 15 – Mina drömmar
Dag 16 – Min första kyss
Dag 17 – Mitt favoritminne
Dag 18 – Min favoritfödelsedag
Dag 19 – Detta ångrar jag
Dag 20 – Den här månaden
Dag 21 – Ett annat ögonblick
Dag 22 – Det här upprör mig
Dag 23 – Det här får mig att må bättre
Dag 24 – Det här får mig att gråta
Dag 25 – En första
Dag 26 – Mina rädslor
Dag 27 – Min favoritplats
Dag 28 – Det här saknar jag
Dag 29 – Mina ambitioner
Dag 30 – Ett sista ögonblick
1st and 2nd day of 2011
the first day of the year was spent first with brandon, then with my hostfamily.. but most of it was spent with my bed. and i fell asleep around nine pm.. but i woke up because fred rang me on skype at 00.30.. so i woke up, watched some hyd and went back to sleep. hehe. and i slept from 4am to 1pm.. which is kind of awesome. so now im so not tired and im ready to study all day long. but i will also do one of those stupid "this was my 2010". just becuase studying is gonna make me BORED. woopwoop. kyssar
i know it's too late but......
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
New Years Eve..
my new years was spent on priory bay (a beach an hour away from civilisation). I went there with jasmine and aiden because we got there a bit later than the other guys. But over all it was Fred, Brandon, David, Bill, Aiden, Alf, Max, Jasmine and me. We were on the beach and our plan was to stay there over the night. and it was awesome, it sure was. we had a fire, we had music, we had alcohol, we were happy.
i think we got there at ten maybe and we started drinking kind of as soon as we got there. and we were listening to music and talking and being happy. and ida rang us and we were saying happy new year and i dont remember what else we were talking about, but i remember being happy. hehe. and mucho and i was talking and aparently i was laughing so much about everything and that made mucho laugh and we were just sitting on the phone laughing.
and i went swimming!!!!!! in december! and it wasnt cold. and that totally made my day! and well yeah. but the fire died after a while, and i was a bit too drunk and well i was hungry and tired. so brandon, as the awesome person he is, walked me to ryde, took and payed for a taxi and stayed at mine. THANK YOU. that saved my new years. because after talking to fred i got to know that it was freezing and that none of them had slept very well.. so im very happy that brandon dragged drunk me home.
and no , i dont have any pictures YET. will have though. but they are taken with my single use camera.. hehe. so i dont know how i'll get them on my blog. :P but at least i've told you about my new years eve. and i would like to know how all my friends celebrated their new years. SO FACEBOOK ME OR SKYPE ME OR MSN ME AND WE WILL TALK.
travelllllll
and the 31st was the last day of 2010. a day i spent travelling and on a beach with some of my favourites. i was travelling from 7am to 4pm. it was a good trip though, everything just worked out perfectly and i had no delays and no problems at all (not like ida usually has). we all love idas travelling stories. meehe. and i had the best travel budy evaaah. my unicorn. seriously. everyone was looking at me and smiling and treating me like a child. IT WAS AWESOME. i got so much help from everyone and smiles and comments from everyone. i loved it. always travel with an oversized unicorn. always.
i mean look at him. how cool is that ?
UPPDATERING
"i'll make it up to you"... well yeah that didnt really work oout the way i wanted it too. but i'm gonna put up some posts now. unless something distracts me. first of all, pictures from when mucho took pictures of me and izza.
they are awesome, aren't they ? and here is a FETLÄNK to muchos blogs.
muchos everyday blog.
muchos photography blog.
and for all retards that don't understand, you're supposed to click on "muchos everyday blog" and "muchos photography blog" to get to them. thank you and byebye <3
i just got off skype with my mum and my two sisters. It was a very interesting call, we talked about this book about Sweden that my mum is sending my friends (här är det minsann inte jag som får grejer) and she is also sending MY CONVERSES :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D me so happy. nu ska jag dö.
I LOVE THAT WE ARE SUCH APPLE FREAKS <3
effort. seriously, it was too much effort to take those pictures. AMAGAD /tired. I might die from tiredness and I have to do psychology homework tonight. If not I might die. You know. Teachers don't like when you ignore schoolwork.
YESTERDAYS PICTURE SINCE I'M NOT PROPERLY DRESSED
Christina
Charlotta
and doc martens, leather jacket, brown leather bag.
NU SKA JAG TILL SKOLAN !
I love the fact that one person can affect so many peoples lives by just existing and living their own life. I think it is so cool that I've affected so many peoples lives by just going to England for a year, at the same time as there are lot's of people in the world that have no idea who I am or doesn't even know I exist.
I will now tell you about two moments, even though it says one. First of all, another very happy moment.
I think it was in 2009, during the summer or if it was easter.. I can't remember. Me, Mucho, Pelle and Isa were all staying at Muchos for a few days. Since she was all alone at home (or alone with her father). Anyways. We stayed there for a couple of days, and one day we had some friends over for "drinks". When everyone had gone home, it was only the four of us and Wilmer left. Me and Pelle decided to follow him home, so that he wouldn't have to walk alone. It wasn't a very long walk but we ended up sitting in brålunden (a childrens playground) for a while. We sat there talking for about an hour before we went by his house and then back towards Muchos. When we were about two minutes away from her house we sat down on a bench and started talking about death and happiness and love and all these important things in life. And it was there, when I was sitting with Pelle on a bench outside at two am in the morning in only tshirt and shorts discussing life and everything that comes with it, I realised that I was happy. Life wasn't perfect, whatever that is, but I was happy and I felt that nothing had to change. That was a brilliant moment. The unhappiest moment of my life is one of those that shouldn't be mentioned with names. Because not many people know about it. Especially not the people that are involved. I'll give you the short version and then hide under the duvet, because I really don't want any questions about it.
There was this guy that I liked, I didn't think of it too much since we were friends and I didn't want to ruin anything between us, so I never told him how I felt. One day, one of these awful days when everything seemed to go wrong, I was at home after having a really bad day. Sitting in my window and listening to cars and people passing by, just like I always do when I feel bad or need to think. After sitting there for a while I heard someone walking by, one of them was the guy I liked and the other one was my friend. They were talking, my friend was upset, he was complaining about how the guy I liked always got the girls he wanted and that it was unfair. At that moment I understood exactly what had happened. I just sat there pretending like I didn't care. Until he rang me. He rang me and he was so happy. "I kissed her Carro, I kissed her". I could hear him smile through the phone and while I was trying to hold back my tears, I smiled as if he could see me and said "Wow, that's great! I'm so happy for you!" He told me that he had to go to bed and that we should speak again tomorrow. Off course, I said, I can't wait to hear everything. We said goodbye and goodnight and the second we hung up I started crying. It wasn't just one or two tears, I cried myself to sleep and when I woke up my eyes were still wet from crying, so was my pillow and I couldn't understand why. Then it all came back to me, and that smile I woke up with disappeared. That was the moment I realised that I was in love with him. Two moments, I will always remember these two. No matter what.
It basically says "Haha coldplay was wonderful, except for that i had to be alone during most of it :(. But the day before, haha! fuck never in my life have i been so scared, when the taxi came and whe had to hide and i hid next to the garage door and the guy that got out of the taxi went inside through that door and i was standing pressed against the wall and holding my breathe. Och when we were supposed to swim in the pools, I don't think I dared to jump in any time. Haha"
Me, Pelle and Mucho went swimming in other peoples pools one of the nights in august after (or before) schoool started. It was such a random idea. I think it all started when Jesper jumped into a pool where we were having our picnic and we jumped in and did the same thing after him. Then we ran back to mine and to my basement where all three of us were staying. We thought that it was so much fun that we should do it again, so we waited until it got dark and then we went outside, in only underwear, hoodies and slippers, ran around and found houses with pools and swam in them. IT WAS AWESOME. A few days later me, Pelle and Penis were staying at mine. It was the day before the coldplay concert and we decided to do it again, so we put the slippers on, took of our clothes and went outside. We ran around and swam and bumped into a taxi and that's when that happened (upupup). The first time we gave directions to some tourists while standing in our underwear on the sidewalk and the second time Penis was standing pressed against the wall, holding her breathe while a guy was walking in through the door next to her. I fucking love these stories.
Me, Pelle and Mucho went swimming in other peoples pools one of the nights in august after (or before) schoool started. It was such a random idea. I think it all started when Jesper jumped into a pool where we were having our picnic and we jumped in and did the same thing after him. Then we ran back to mine and to my basement where all three of us were staying. We thought that it was so much fun that we should do it again, so we waited until it got dark and then we went outside, in only underwear, hoodies and slippers, ran around and found houses with pools and swam in them. IT WAS AWESOME. A few days later me, Pelle and Penis were staying at mine. It was the day before the coldplay concert and we decided to do it again, so we put the slippers on, took of our clothes and went outside. We ran around and swam and bumped into a taxi and that's when that happened (upupup). The first time we gave directions to some tourists while standing in our underwear on the sidewalk and the second time Penis was standing pressed against the wall, holding her breathe while a guy was walking in through the door next to her. I fucking love these stories.
I don't always see Mucho that often when I live in Sweden. Because we go to different schools, we always have lot's of work to do and we also have other friends to hang out with. But it doesn't matter. Because I know that she is always there. It doesn't matter if I haven't seen her in a couple of months, as soon as I see her everything is just like it was the last time we saw each other. And it sucks that when I'm here I can't just pick up my phone and ring her or text her whenever. Because that's what I do all the time when I'm home. If I walk past something or someone that reminds me of a memory I have with Mucho, I text or ring her and we have a good laugh. It's incredible how things like that manage to cheer me up. And I have so many great memories with her. She might not be my oldest friend or the friend I see the most, but she is definitely my best friend. (YES THE PICTURE OF MY BUM IS NECESSARY)
My ideas for the final project and our exam were 1. to write on some friends or just paint on them in black and take lot's of pictures of it, because it's cool. 2. to take pictures of all these different signs and notes that you randomly bump into, not like the McDonalds sign but like "No parking" signs and those kind of signs. I thought it was a cool idea. I'm cool.
Wait if I'm cool and I want a cool idea.. I SHOULD JUST TAKE PICTURES OF MYSELF.
photo booth<3
photo booth<3
det var precis så fucking fantastiskt.
I've had many great and incredible days where I've been so extremely happy and felt so loved, but nothing has ever come close to this. I don't know why, after all some people might think that it was "just a concert", but too me it was so much more.
två ord
två ord och det där hålet är tillbaka i magen igen
jag tror inte du förstår hur rädd jag är för dem orden
dem skrämmer livet ur mig
mucho. i love you.
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(/) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart - and that is..?
( ) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
(/) Been in a Mosh Pit
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
(x) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
( ) Felt like you were dying (from physical pain)
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
(x) Crashed A Party - 60year olds party, hell yeah!
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge - not a big one though
(x) Screamed “Penis” or “Vagina”
( ) Swam With Dolphins
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel - it didnt work
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies alone.
( ) Believe In Ghosts
(xxxxxxxxxxxx) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - i was in on it though
(x) Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(/) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one - as a joke, yes been asked
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone - boobies <3
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone’s Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
love my christmaspresent from hannah !
during that great time at coffee republic yesterday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIEEEEE!!!!!!!! most awesome cake ever. siriously. caterpillar cake <3
När det bubblar i kroppen som en kolsyrad dricka, När du fnissar som en liten flicka
När man känner något man can't deny, when the eagles fly over mountain high
När all oro är som bortblåst och förvunnen, när simba återvänder i lejonkungen
När man bara drar replik för att slippa krångla, min pappa är rik vill du hångla?
Om man spärrar upp sina ögon och man tittar bak med huvudet ut då ser man galen ut!
Det hör egentligen inte hit å höra, det är bara en grej man kan göra
När jag dansat med Elin en sommarnatt lång och vi satt på en parkbänk, jag var kär hon drack rom
När Elin sa att jag var den vackraste som finns, såg in i mina ögon och kräktes på mina jeans
Våga styr som en kapten, våga fall som ett löv,våga chansa och se hur det går.
Vad är fegt, vad är mod, what is love [löv]? Baby, don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more.
Från en afton som doftar lite YMCA, TACK ----- ni är kärlek för mig!
FUCK YEAH, stealing this from hannah
Get to know me
[/] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have many scars.
[/] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo. - fuck yeah. i like my rubbit (Y)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I’ve had/have braces.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
Embarrassment
[x ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something. - the other hand… (Y)
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
Health
[x ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[x] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken po.
Travelling
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.
[x] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
Eperiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[/] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[/] I’ve been in a musical. - lighting supervisor , fuck yeah
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[?] I’ve ridden in a tai.
Relationships
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I don’t believe in love
Honesty / Crime
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[/] I hate funerals. - I wouldn’t know.. I’ve never been to one.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[/] I own something I got on E-Bay. - does swedish E-bay count ?
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[/] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] Don’t kill bugs/don’t like to
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[ ] I bake well. - I’m a mess when it comes to cooking and baking
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school. - i sleep in only panties, i’m not allowed
[ ] I like Martha Stewart. - Martha Stewart ?
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXX] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[/] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest
PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[/] call me fat - they do it as a joke, or at least that’s what they say…………
[x] say I’m skinny - some people do, and i just think it’s stupid. cuz i’m not.
[ ] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me - not that i know offffffffff
[ ] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[ ] wish I’d eat more
[ ] don’t know I’m/have been anorexic/bulimic
FAMILY -
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[/] I’ve run away from home. - I was a kid and it lasted for a few hours..
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.
RELATIONSHIPS -
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[/] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[/] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[/] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
SEXUALITY -
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
BAD TIMES -
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[/] I can’t swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset. .
[ ] I am / have been anoreic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I am / have been addicted to self harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[ ] I’m at my thinnest
[ ] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[ ] I weigh myself daily
[/] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[/] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[ ] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[/] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spat food out
[ ] I’ve taken diet pills
[ ] I’ve used laxatives
[ ] I’ve purged
[ ] I exercise
[ ] I exercise so I can eat
[ ] I work out secretly
[ ] I work out daily
[ ] I exercise to counteract eating
[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion
I’VE DONE -
[ ] Weed
[ ] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[ ] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other
[ ] I keep my eating habits a secret
[ ] I have a diet blog
[ ] I look at thinspox
[ ] I collect thinspox
[x] I’m doing this for me
[ ] I’m doing this for someone
[ ] I’m doing this to prove myself
Sitting there at the café instead of studying and instead of being in school really cheered me up. I was really happy, laughed and smiled for a few hours. But now I feel like shit again. Not PMS, but some people just get to me sometimes. UÄH. I'm back in the UÄH mode. woopwoop ^^
It's now time to study psychology.
sätta mig på något jävla café,
skriva på min jävla uppsats
och vara på jävligt dåligt humör. UÄH.
one of those days.
hiiiiiiii. im happy i just woke up. or no thats a lie. been up for an hour. lol. anyways. i've just counted all my toystory studd and jisses.. its ALOT. i mean.. seriously.
a buzz lightyear toy, toy story one and toy story two on dvd, a toy story alarm clock, a toy story folder for my school work, a toy story watch with changeable cover, toy story pins, a toy story mug, a toy story computer mouse and mouse mat (?), a toy story towel, a toy story balloon, a toy story "my first little library", toy story stickers, toy story chocolate, most of the toy story characters as miniatures and i have probably forgotten something now.
im such a geek. i love it.
a buzz lightyear toy, toy story one and toy story two on dvd, a toy story alarm clock, a toy story folder for my school work, a toy story watch with changeable cover, toy story pins, a toy story mug, a toy story computer mouse and mouse mat (?), a toy story towel, a toy story balloon, a toy story "my first little library", toy story stickers, toy story chocolate, most of the toy story characters as miniatures and i have probably forgotten something now.
im such a geek. i love it.
My mum and my dad. Annica and Bosse, or Annika and Bo which are their actual names. My mum is 30 years older than me and my dad is 33 years older than me. I’m not really close to my parents. Not at all actually. I don’t tell them things about my life. I don’t know why really, I suppose I just don’t think that they should know, because it’s none of their business.
And since I’m in England for a year I don’t see them that often, but after four months abroad I’ve realised that it has only brought us closer. At least me and my mum. I don’t tell them more than I used to, but we don’t argue as much either. Me and my mum used to fight all the time and for some reason me being away from home has stopped the fighting.
I really don’t know what to write about my parents. My mum has become one of those stereotypical “Latte mammor” (Café Latte mums, swedish expression), which I don’t particularly like. My dad is still himself, spends most of his spare time in front of the TV or playing tennis. This is really unfair, and exaggerated a thousand times. But parents are boring once they grow up, unless they’re drunk or in the mood for shopping, so I don’t know what else to write. My parents used to be cool though. Really cool.
i went to egypt and when i lived with mucho when i came home. my theatre group helped the year above us with their production of mean girls. rickard had a costume party with the theme "wrong", and it was awesome. had another day off from school. we had a picnic in my basement because it was raining outside. we found the kleiner hai video on youtube and got afraid of germans. went to battle of the bands and discovered dalai duchess. went out (as in outside) drinking with my class for the first time that year and carldavid stayed at mine. i went to see the last bounce, which was kind of awesome and fantastic and a whole lot of grrrrreat. carlie came back to school one day to play footbal with us. my school came in second place in läroverksfejden after the aestetic part and it was so much fun. built my new bed. i bought my longboard. i fucking loved the spring. me and mucho watched armand mirpour perform live.
and this is how that looked :
and this is how that looked :
twilight eclipse trailer came out, i went back to being a twilightgeek again. i saw the hyd film and got panicattacks and felt like shit because it was over. i was going against the fudging winter by dressing in leather jacket and no scarves when the rest of sweden walked around in coats. i came home from the alps once again. i watched alice in wonderland with freddi. mucho came home from egypt. it was my mums, sofias and josefines birthday. me and sofi came up with the story of my life, coded offcourse.
and it looked a little bit like this:
and it looked a little bit like this:
me and ida realised that we are hungry so, HONGKONG EXPRESS NEXT !
this one's gonna be easy, i've never been in love.
im sitting here in idas house, in idas tshirt and jumper and socks, pretending to be her. because she is awesome.
fuck ive missed her. she is wonderful and incredible and everything that comes with it.
everyone who hasen't got it yet, GO GET SKYPE! now. or i'll kill you.
i had a day off from school. i watched adams band and oscar play at café 44. i bought my pippitröja and lived in it. sofi and cissi had their birthdays. i was on TV. me and mucho had a japanese tea ceremony. too much homeworks and tests throughout all of february. we went to romme with school. i got a bruise on my knee. it was valentines day (fucking hate that day). we celebrated cissis birthday with a party and we gave her an awesome birthday present. sl stopped working because of the snow. we got vitaminwater for free from school. we loved fronter. i bought two pairs of high heels to cheer myself up.
and it all ended up looking like this :
this picture is funny.
i bought my pippijumoper and lived in it.
we went skiing in romme.
i got a bruise from falling through my chair when i was about to sit down on it.
we were celebrating cissis birthday and it was an awesome evening.
sl stopped working so me and freddi had to walk to alvik over the tranebergsbridge and i was very happy that i had my jumper. because it was freezing.
one part of cissis birhtdaypresent. a poem and around it pictures that reminds her of us and us of her.
this picture is funny.
i bought my pippijumoper and lived in it.
we went skiing in romme.
i got a bruise from falling through my chair when i was about to sit down on it.
we were celebrating cissis birthday and it was an awesome evening.
sl stopped working so me and freddi had to walk to alvik over the tranebergsbridge and i was very happy that i had my jumper. because it was freezing.
one part of cissis birhtdaypresent. a poem and around it pictures that reminds her of us and us of her.
min fina muchoman. <3
you should like my bum. here, do it on facebook:
carros bum
i was happy.
and we played in the snow.
and then i got sad for some reason, so mucho had to comfort me.
two pictures from one morning at home, breakfast with me and mucho and freddi.
i spent the first days of 2010 in the alps but when i came home i stayed in sweden.. for a while. i practically lived with sofi and anton. i went to östra, with the best class you could possibly have, N1E. i was listening a lot to paolo nutini. i was ill, which happens like once a year. it was pÅrr all the time. i lived at sandys. i helped with the school musical production of RENT. i was a japanese freak with mucho. people thought that me, sofi and anton had a threesome relationship, we had a lot of fun with this knowledge. i had six active blogs at that time. i was watching hyd. i got the pictures from my first singleuse camera.
and it all looked a little bit like this:
the alps with my family and lisas family. awesome
som sagt, i was spending my days with these two.
and it was cold and january and we took a walk on the ice.
pÅrr. and i started my condom collection.
i was ill...... and i hated it
but i got better and came back to school to see these sweet things.
i had many bad days.....
... but mucho always managed to cheer me up
i bought and lived in this top
i loved photo booth.
drank to many cups of tea
overused my hängslebyxor
was obsessed with rent
once again, loved photo booth.
woke up too early too be human.
played a whole lot of theatre.
words that was spinning around in my mind.
and it all looked a little bit like this:
the alps with my family and lisas family. awesome
som sagt, i was spending my days with these two.
and it was cold and january and we took a walk on the ice.
pÅrr. and i started my condom collection.
i was ill...... and i hated it
but i got better and came back to school to see these sweet things.
i had many bad days.....
... but mucho always managed to cheer me up
i bought and lived in this top
i loved photo booth.
drank to many cups of tea
overused my hängslebyxor
was obsessed with rent
once again, loved photo booth.
woke up too early too be human.
played a whole lot of theatre.
words that was spinning around in my mind.
om mig. jag är väl en sånhär lagom stereotypisk svensk tonårs tjej. eller det är vad jag tror i alla fall. jag är väl en glad och trevlig tjej i mina bästa år. jag älskar faktiskt tonåren. jag älskar att vara lite för liten för att få gå ut och dricka var jag vill och att vara lite för stor för att kunna skylla ifrån sig på alla andra. personlighets mässigt så är jag väl alldeles för naiv, odömande, "försöker se det bästa i alla", alltid vara till lags.. men samtidigt väldigt bestämd och tål inte hur mycket skit som helst. det här kommer bli väldigt mycket babblande och det kommer komma ut som en helflummig text. men jag försöker. jag är oftast glad, mesta dels. jag föredrar att vara glad, det gör allt så mycket enklare. jag älskar att le och skratta, sen älskar jag mina vänner. jag är beroende av dem och jag vet inte hur jag skulle leva utan dem. jag vet att många inte förstår konceptet "bästa vänner" och att en del inte tycker det är möjligt att berätta allt för någon. men om inte jag hade haft mina bästa vännre som jag kan berätta allt för då hade jag gått omkring och mått skit hela tiden. för jag har nämligen väldigt svårt för att bestämma mig och ta beslut. beslutsångest är mitt andra namn och jag själv tror att det beror på att jag inte vill göra någon besviken, men vi alla kan ju ha våra teorier om det.
jag skulle också säga att jag är ganska så töntig, på ett sådär lagom cool på samma gång. jag menar, jag älskar toystory, enhörningar, regnbågar och allt sånt där lagom töntigt. men jag känner mig också rätt så cool i hur jag klär mig, beter mig och lever. jag menar, hur många vågar åka till england ett år utan att känna någon? gör inte det mig ganska cool? jag vågade ju då egentligen inte. men efter ett tag hade det gått så långt att jag kunde ju inte bara ändra mig, hur mycket jag än ville. nu idag är jag väl sjukt jävla fantastiskt glad över att jag åkte till england. för shit vad mycket man fått uppleva och lära sig. jag har blivit ännu mer öppen och välkomnande än jag var innan, mindre dömande och mer självsäker och nöjd med mig själv. jag har lärt mig att jag är tillräcklig utan allt jag har hemma. jag kan gå omkring och vara mig till hundra procent och att folk fortfarande tycker om mig. sen kan jag komma på mig själv under dåliga dagar att tänka "nej dem luras bara, dem tycker egentligen inte om mig. allt är ett spel för att såra mig rejält". sen inser jag att "vafan, då har jag i alla fall varit jävligt lycklig under tiden". haha. nä men för att summera ihop allt detta mummel.
jag är en tjej med alldeles för många personlighetsdrag för att orka skriva ner dem här som faktiskt älskar livet, trots att det har sina upp och ner gångar. jag trivs rätt så bra med mig själv nu, trots att det har varit väldigt svårt tidigare. jag älskar mina vänner och jag älskar min familj, och jag älskar kärlek och allt som är vackert. sen så har jag väl missat halva mig i den här lilla "om mig"-delen, men försök beskriva dig själv med ord utan att skriva en bok och utan att låta för självgod eller för negativ. om ni vill veta vem jag verkligen är så kan nu fråga alla dem där små söta vännerna jag har, om dem så är svenska eller av annan nationalitet.
and to translate this. if you actually want to know who i am get to know me or ask my friends, because it's extremely hard to write about yourself without sounding negative or arrogant. woopwoop (and i kwow that that wasn't even half of what i actually wrote, but i can't be asked to translate it. so i'll give that job to young mr google translate).
Dag 01 – Om mig
Dag 02 – Min första kärlek
Dag 03 – Mina föräldrar
Dag 04 – Det här åt jag i dag
Dag 05 – Vad är kärlek?
Dag 06 – Min dag
Dag 07 – Min bästa vän
Dag 08 – Ett ögonblick
Dag 09 – Min tro
Dag 10 – Det här hade jag på mig i dag
Dag 11 – Mina syskon
Dag 12 – I min handväska
Dag 13 – Den här veckan
Dag 14 – Vad hade jag på mig i dag?
Dag 15 – Mina drömmar
Dag 16 – Min första kyss
Dag 17 – Mitt favoritminne
Dag 18 – Min favoritfödelsedag
Dag 19 – Detta ångrar jag
Dag 20 – Den här månaden
Dag 21 – Ett annat ögonblick
Dag 22 – Det här upprör mig
Dag 23 – Det här får mig att må bättre
Dag 24 – Det här får mig att gråta
Dag 25 – En första
Dag 26 – Mina rädslor
Dag 27 – Min favoritplats
Dag 28 – Det här saknar jag
Dag 29 – Mina ambitioner
Dag 30 – Ett sista ögonblick
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
i think we got there at ten maybe and we started drinking kind of as soon as we got there. and we were listening to music and talking and being happy. and ida rang us and we were saying happy new year and i dont remember what else we were talking about, but i remember being happy. hehe. and mucho and i was talking and aparently i was laughing so much about everything and that made mucho laugh and we were just sitting on the phone laughing.
and i went swimming!!!!!! in december! and it wasnt cold. and that totally made my day! and well yeah. but the fire died after a while, and i was a bit too drunk and well i was hungry and tired. so brandon, as the awesome person he is, walked me to ryde, took and payed for a taxi and stayed at mine. THANK YOU. that saved my new years. because after talking to fred i got to know that it was freezing and that none of them had slept very well.. so im very happy that brandon dragged drunk me home.
and no , i dont have any pictures YET. will have though. but they are taken with my single use camera.. hehe. so i dont know how i'll get them on my blog. :P but at least i've told you about my new years eve. and i would like to know how all my friends celebrated their new years. SO FACEBOOK ME OR SKYPE ME OR MSN ME AND WE WILL TALK.
i mean look at him. how cool is that ?
they are awesome, aren't they ? and here is a FETLÄNK to muchos blogs.
muchos everyday blog.
muchos photography blog.
and for all retards that don't understand, you're supposed to click on "muchos everyday blog" and "muchos photography blog" to get to them. thank you and byebye <3
