hello
Hi bitches. the bff is here. Im making this guest appearance at carros blog because she asked me to and I'll do anything for mah girl.we are talking on skype atm actually and she wants me to tell you all that she loves you very much darlings.
She just went go get something to eat and I already miss her cute face.
No but seriously, it's already been a week since me and freddi went to see her last weekend and that feels like shit. because it was amazing. and I'm not allowed to post any photos from our trip because that would ruin all the fun when she's going to !
I just have to say good bye because I have to shower before she gets back I can actually hear them slammer with plates downstairs, or maybe it's just her. never mind. This is an absolutely random post.
xoxo gossipgirl
Dag 4 - Mina mål/drömmar/önskningar (My goals/dreams/hopes)
I don't really know what I want to be when I get older, but hopefully I'll get to work with people and not sit in front of a desk every day. I hope that he will move to Sweden with me. I hope I'll get forever someday. I want kids when I get older, and I want to give birth to them myself (even though you will pooh and pee infront if other people). I want to travel a lot. I hope that I manage to sort out my next year. I hope that this year will never end. I wish that I could make Stockholm and Isle of Wight to lay next to each other. I don't really know what all my hopes and dreams and goals are. It's hard to figure out. I want to be happy, like all the time. I'm happy now, despite the circumstances.
Dag 3 - Min favoritårstid och varför (My favourite season and why)
My favourite season is the spring or the time right before the summer starts, because everything beautiful starts to come out.. All the flowers, the sun, people start to cut their lawns, it starts to get warmer and you have all the fun that the summer involves left to experience..
Dag 2 - En person jag vill träffa just nu (A person I want to see right now)
There is not just one person I want to see right now. But to make the list as short as possible I'll just say my family.
Dag 1 – En bild på mig + 10 fakta om mig. (A picture of me + 10 facts about me)
1. My name is Carro
2. I am from Sweden but I live in England (Isle of Wight) at the moment
3. I like cheese
4. I am great at breaking things, in other words, I'm very clumsy
5. I would describe my style as converse
6. I love being blonde
7. I don't have any specific skills, more than the fact that I'm a ninja
8. I'm very stubborn
9. Unicorns and rainbows
10. SCRUBS<3
25 Dagar
Dag 1 – En bild på mig + 10 fakta om mig. (A picture of me + 10 facts about me)
Dag 2 – En person jag vill träffa just nu. (A person I want to see right now)
Dag 3 – Min favorit årstid och varför. (My favourite season and why)
Dag 4 – Mina mål/drömmar/önskningar. (My goals/dreams/hopes)
Dag 5 – Någonting jag vill ha mer än nåt annat just nu. (Something I want more than anything right now)
Dag 6 – Typ av killar jag faller för. (Type of guys I fall for)
Dag 7 – Vad jag skulle göra om jag fick 1 miljon. (What I would do if I got 1 million kronor)
Dag 8 – En dålig vana jag önskar att jag inte hade. (A bad habit I have that I wish I wouldn't have)
Dag 9 – Bild på mig och min bästa vän. (A picture of me and my best friend)
Dag 10 – En bild på mig idag och vad jag hade på mig. (A picture of me today and what I was wearing)
Dag 11 – Någonting jag oroar mig för. (Something I am worrying about)
Dag 12 – En bild på ett ställe jag
vart på. (A picture of a place I've been to)
Dag 13 – Mitt drömbröllop. (My dream wedding)
Dag 14 – En bild på mig själv för ett år sen. (A picture of myself one year ago)
Dag 15 – Någonting jag ångrar. (Something I regret)
Dag 16 – Innehållet i min väska. (What's in my bag)
Dag 17 – En person jag vill byta liv med för en dag – och varför. (A person I want to change life with for a day and why)
Dag 18 – Vad jag åt idag. (What I ate today)
Dag 19 – En bild på det jag köpte senast. (A picture of what I last bought)
Dag 20 – Min favorit film. (My favourite film)
Dag 21 – En bild på mig själv som är tagen utav någon annan. (A picture of myself taken by someone else)
Dag 22 – Min reaktion när jag ser mig själv i spegeln. (My reaction when I see myself in the mirror)
Dag 23 – En låt som får mig att gråta. (A song that makes me cry)
Dag 24 – Mitt favoritprogram – och varför. (My favourite TVshow and why)
Dag 25 – Min favorithögtid. (My favoruite holiday)
I felt like another one of these really gay challenges.
friday
It's the weekend, LIKE A BOSS! andandand. yea. meow.
100 dagar kvar
Det är den dagen idag (tisdag). Den dagen som nedräkningen börjar på riktigt. Nu är det bara 100 dagar kvar tills jag åker hem. 100 dagar kvar som jag ska försöka njuta av så mycket som möjligt. Det kommer vara så otroligt svårt att lämna, för det känns som att när vi lämnar så kommer det här året inte att existera längre. Det kommer vara som att vakna upp från en dröm, ingen annan kommer förstå vad det är jag pratar om och ingen annan har upplevt det jag har. Precis som jag och Ida sa en av de gångerna när vi pratade om att åka hem: Ja, vi kommer tusen gånger säga fan vad jag saknar England. Våra vänner kommer tusen gånger svara med "Ja självklart saknar du det, jag förstår att det suger". Det är jättesnällt att dem försöker, men alla dessa tusen gånger så kommer dem inte förstå, dem kommer inte ha en aning.
Alla dessa minnen, alla de gånger man ska försöka återberätta historier och sitter där och säger "men du vet Ida" för att sen sekunden senare inse att nej, dem vet inte vem Ida är. Alla dessa människor som har haft en så otroligt stor påverkan på mitt liv kanske jag aldrig någonsin mer får träffa igen. Folk kommer inte förstå hur ont det gör att veta det, att sakna, att känna den smärtan, folk kommer inte förstå varför jag håller dem så kärt, vad vi har gått igenom tillsammans eller hur dem kan betyda mer än människor jag har kännt så mycket längre.
Jag säger inte att det är mina vänner där hemma som är idioter, och hur smarta och fantastiska dem än är så kommer dem inte ha en aning. Det är inte deras fel. Dem kan gissa och försöka föreställa sig. Men dem kan aldrig veta.
Om 100 dagar lämnar jag minnen, bästa vänner, pojkvän, kärlek, föralltid, glädje, skratt, favorit ställen, äventyr, vänskap, kultur, vanor, utbildning, lärare, vardag, livet som jag ser det nu, saknad, glädje, hopp, erfarenhet, ansvar, språk, och allt annat som finns här borta, för alltid. Jag vet hur jag för ungefär sex månader sen sa att jag lämnade allt, men jag har insett under tiden jag har varit här att alla de sakerna kommer vara kvar där hemma. Dem väntar på mig och dem sakerna saknar jag och älskar jag också så otroligt mycket. Men det här, nu, det kommer aldrig tillbaka. Även om jag kommer tillbaka så kommer det inte vara samma människor eller samma sak. Det kommer aldrig mer komma tillbaka.
Jag skiter i hur jävla arrogant, bortskämd eller patetisk jag låter. Jag klarar helt ärligt inte av det här. Jag gråter mig till sömns, jag får svårt att andas och jag mår illa när jag tänker på den 23e juni. Jag vill inte åka hem. Så. Nu var det sagt. Jag stannar hellre här i den här verkligheten. Hejdå.
Byebye Barbies (som Pelle hade sagt)
I now have to go to bed, because it's late and I have to get up early tomorrow. And apparently Brandon is checking up on me so I'm not staying up too long. (In his dreams, moahahahhaahhaha). I think I'm gonna go to bed anyways, just beacuse I'm so tired and hungry. This does mean end of computing time, but hey we got a little time together. Doesn't that make you feel better? I know I do.
Closest I could get to recent picture, half term.
Lot's of love to all my babes at home and to all my englar in England.
Dag 30 – Ett sista ögonblick (A last moment)
The last moment is going to be a quite recent one. A late night one, and this one is probably the closest to a moment as we can get.
Brandon-Curtis Vine Sweden isn't just a place I will be living in if I get the money. It will be a place in which someone I truly care about lives as well. Carro Hund Lundblad are you willing to be mine for the next 4 months no matter what happens :) <3
I was sat there, almost in tears of happiness and smiling like an idiot whithout knowing what to say. I wanted to shout yesyesyes, why are you fucking asking isn't I quite obviuous that I've wanted this for months now, OHMYGODYES or something similar. "Is this when I'm supposed to say yes" I said with a smile on my face. "YES". I couldn't stop smiling and in my head I kept saying yes to myself and read it over and over again. I could see through skype how you changed your relationship status, and we laughed about the fact that we weren't allowed to put the anniversary as the fifteenth but had to put valentines day instead. I went to bed with a smile on my face that night, with that warm fuzzy feeling warming my stomach and thinking of you the second before I fell asleep.
It was late. About half one, maybe two in the morning. It was officially the day after valentine's, a day I despise (reasons for that is something we can discuss another day). I was sat on skype talking to you. We had been talking for a few hours. Since you came home from your pool game and I finished watching Bourne Ultimatum. The first thing you did when you came home was going on skype, ring me on videocall and show me notes with a word on them each. Together they made a sentence; I think you should be mine, it said. I smiled and my stomach flipped upside down. After talking for a while you told me that you had to show me something, but you weren't sure whether to put in on your tumblr or on your facebook. We kept talking for another hour before you decided. To be able to see my reaction as I read it you put on screen sharing and showed me what your facebook status said.
Brandon-Curtis Vine Sweden isn't just a place I will be living in if I get the money. It will be a place in which someone I truly care about lives as well. Carro Hund Lundblad are you willing to be mine for the next 4 months no matter what happens :) <3
I was sat there, almost in tears of happiness and smiling like an idiot whithout knowing what to say. I wanted to shout yesyesyes, why are you fucking asking isn't I quite obviuous that I've wanted this for months now, OHMYGODYES or something similar. "Is this when I'm supposed to say yes" I said with a smile on my face. "YES". I couldn't stop smiling and in my head I kept saying yes to myself and read it over and over again. I could see through skype how you changed your relationship status, and we laughed about the fact that we weren't allowed to put the anniversary as the fifteenth but had to put valentines day instead. I went to bed with a smile on my face that night, with that warm fuzzy feeling warming my stomach and thinking of you the second before I fell asleep.
Dag 29 – Mina ambitioner (My ambitions)
Is to end life with a smile on my face.
Dag 28 – Det här saknar jag (This is something I miss)
I miss my man. I miss my prince charming. I miss my weaponbrother. I miss my family. I miss my school. I miss the iron gang. I miss the family (N1E). I miss Sandy’s. I miss complaining about the bad food in school. I miss houseparties. I miss waterfights in my basement. I miss dancing around naked in my room. I miss carro hund. I miss breaking our fingers close. I miss SL. I miss cafés being open until 2am. I miss going to IKEA for fun. I miss picnic in my basement. I miss discussing the colour of whales (they’re grey or black). I miss theatre. I miss longboarding faster than the tram. I miss cycling to the city. I miss rålis. I miss grapes of wrath for hours. I miss swimming in random peoples pool at 3 am. I miss studentflak. I miss stockholm. I miss fredrik skog. I miss nanna. I miss babbo. I miss the posh idiots in my school. I miss laying in the changing rooms at H&M for hours. I miss walking on the ice. I miss marabou. I miss mum and dads cooking. I miss Doris. I miss Stockholm fashion. I miss söder. I miss läroverksfejden. I miss waking up at six. I miss skipping school and drinking wine at home instead. I miss videobutiken. I miss bumping in to people everywhere. I miss tolvan. I miss my summerhouse. I miss gröna lund. I miss planning my summers. I miss grundsund. I miss fjällen. I miss being random. I miss älgen. I miss åsa and caffis. I miss bromma. I miss everyone knowing everyone. I miss the family blog. I miss running to the tram because I’m late, again. I miss meeting up in alvik with my friends. I miss tanja and bringing cookies for speaking Swedish during lesson. I miss being a rebel and not wearing jackets during winter. I miss Swedish. I miss tygpåsar. I miss fniss. I miss IG, G, VG, MVG. I miss epic plans. I miss being a mess with maths. I miss FKB. I miss hurtful and man in the mirror. I miss fett värt. I miss drunken phonecalls. I miss sleepovers in my basement. I miss toklasse, munspelsmannen and saxofonmannen. I miss SF. I miss Swedish money. I miss monki and weekday. I miss secondhand shopping. I miss terrafreddidagen. I miss Karin Kiwi. I miss friskis&svettis. I miss drunken times. I miss being weird. I miss being a science geek. I miss å, ä, ö. I miss stupid nicknames. I miss spanarbänken. I miss wanting to escape. I miss family friends. I miss nan talking for hours. I miss Katarina Lykken. I miss Swedish music. I miss waffle day. I miss fattie tuesday. I miss kanelbullens dag. I miss Swedish traditions. I miss kolmården. I miss vivo. I miss swedish subtitles. I miss skipping school for shoeshopping. I miss reading half a year of maths B in one weekend. I miss vivodagen. I miss mälaren and badbryggan. I miss boats and sailing. I miss naked swimming. I miss how you couldn’t see the floor in my room because of the mess. I miss my shoes. I miss my box full of memories. I miss losing things all the time. I miss bad tv. I miss my bed. I miss mum taking care of me when I am ill. I miss being a twilightfreak. I miss café 44. I miss the adams. I miss single use cameras. I miss dressing up for parties. I miss how everyone stops wearing clothes as soon as the sun comes out. I miss stay ali. I miss the condom collection. I miss armand. I miss living at muchos. I miss tea until 3 am at josses. I miss stadsteatern. I miss having a fringe. I miss the archipelago. I miss ica. I miss torget. I miss bänken. I miss home.
Dag 27 – Min favoritplats (My favourite place)
Since I haven't found the perfect harbour where you can see the sky and wach the stars during the night and at the same time watch the water go on for ever and ever and see the lights reflect on it, I'll have to tell you my favourites so far.
My own secret place at home, by the water, in the woods.
My summerhouse; either the cliff, the pier or the so called beach.
Chalk pits.
Dag 26 – Mina rädslor (My fears)
Fear of spiders
Fear of losing everything
Fear of losing people
Fear of heights (love/hate relationship)
Fear of the dark
Fear of fires
Fear of being lonely
Fear of being forgotten
Dag 25 – En första (A first)
Concert? Festival? Drunken time? Druggie time? Kiss? Sex? Love? Broken heart?
Concert, COLDPLAY 22nd of August 2009. Happiest day of my life.
Festival, EMMABODA 2010. Fuck yeah.
Drunken time, wasn't that special from what I can remember. The later ones are the fun ones. I sure do have some stories to tell you when I come home. Unless you want to hear them now?
Druggie time, is something I'll wait with for a few more years, maybe until like forever.
Kiss, is something I don't remember. But kisses are fucking amasing. Especially kisses on the neck.
Sex, is something I'd rather not talk about. Let's talk about last time instead that is something I prefer talking about. Tuesday, Empty House, Bedroom Floor.
Love, it's fucking hard and incredibly beautiful. I'm so happy I have got you. Because you make me smile every day, you brighten up them bad days and you always you know how to handle me.
Broken heart, is going to be horrible and I'm not looking forward to it.
Dag 24 – Det här får mig att gråta (This makes me cry)
I cry very easily, and I do actually enjoy crying. Many things make me cry but I'll put the main reason at the moment.
23rd of June 2011.
Dag 23 – Det här får mig att må bättre (This makes me feel better)
You. It was always you.
Dag 22 – Det här upprör mig (This upsets me)
23rd of june 2011.
Continuing of the 30day challenge
I decided to continue with the thirty day challenge when I got my laptop back, I still don't have my laptop.. But I can put up a few. That doesn't require any pictures. So here we go.
woopwoop
i have a veryveryverynice hostfamily and beth (my hostsister) just lended me her compouter because my facebook status was "NEEDS a computer". She's a babe. They all are babes. Mehe. So here I am for a while, don't know how long. All yours. I was going to upload a picture, but i realised that i dont have any to put up. heheheheh. i can tell you that i am happy and that i have a day off tomorrow because i am rad. meow. oh and if you wanna see my class getting totally powned on TV, GO VISIT THIS ------> LINK <----- (the icerink).
BYEBYE BABES !
Fuck yeah.
MY HOSTFAMILY IS GETTING A PUPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
hej barnen
Ar hemma hos brandon just nu och har typ fett med tillgang till dator. Jag lever och mar bra och ar lycklig och allt ar fett me ja ;) jag vet inte riktigt vad jag ska saga mer an att jag forhoppningsvis har en dator inom tva veckor och da kommer jag uppdatera om allt som har hant daremellan. :) :) :) ehheehehheehheheheeh. jag typ saknar er barn och allt fint som finns i sverige samtidigt som jag alskar det har.. pusspuss bebisar, vi ses "snart" <3<3<3<3<3
vid risk för förvirring
carro är tyvärrtyvärr inte hemma, det är hennes budbärare som skickar pussar från henne och använder gamla photobooth bilder för att utföra detta uppdrag!
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